When fate decides to lend a hand,
all you have to do is go with the flow,
but when fate decides to turn its back on you,
you will have more to do than to fall and weep.
-kelli

sigh,trying to find a nice song for zee's solo. okay nvm. so far on my list are these songs lol, sum songs can just touched you heart, sigh. joi tsai songs are just so nice, as in she sing until very gan ren. anyway.. xing tong is too high sumhow, not suitable. shino is more of the waigangneirou person, not very suitable for zee then. personally, i feel ling shouldn't sing chinese songs. her voice is quite sharp actually and zee one's is more gentle. okay, wadava. so sian.

1) aibuduan by ann kok
2) xiguanni by joey* (although dere all quite high parts sumwhere)
3) yihan by mavis
4) youxingren, youqingren by joi tsai
5) taheta by joi tsai
6) wozhidaonihennanguo by jolin tsai
7) kuailewuzui by mavis
8) wait till i find finish hehe..



decided to update my blog, cos i cant find any other place to vent my anger. sighz, wad crappy reasons dey can have, when report is around, no internet, when got internet, report gone. and hello? we have only two more days, what do you all expect us to do? sigh, i am so pissed off sometimes, sumtimes i really dun tink dey all united, not like we are always united, but hope dey learn their lesson after this. think i was too harsh yesterday, should apologise to them. sighz. but i tink all of my yearmates will bao xue kuan after hearing that manz. tink even els would go "WHAT?" okay, maybe with the exception of szeyin, she's too nice. but i tink she might break down if got so many reasons liddat. and i will still fa pi qi. realise szeyin is sort of our yr's baobei, she like a furry bear liddat, so precious.. anyway, it's over, trying to calm myself down. bought a cd player yesterday. the type that u can bring around, as in that type u can borrow at the library. haha, can use for out yr's talentime prep though. it sort of make my feeling less alkaline yesterdaybut it is quite true lah. u hear their reason sure get alkaline and pissed. the highest ph. ph 14., haha. wad crap i am toking. dunno. nvm if u dun understand me.



lol, was trying to convince the sec1s to join footdrill com, and can u believe what? none of them have tots of joining, can't believe it. none. and me and ling was like fei jin chun she trying to convince them to join. yah. we said loads of reasons lah. and dey were like dey tink their standard is not good enuff and would cause our unit to lose, etc. i think the sec1s lack confidence in themselves sometimes. really. did we really pamper them too much and make them lose confidence in themselves? that's a question i tink our yr has to ponder on. i had having 2nd tots in joining at first, but now ling promised to join if zee does. so i er, now trying to bug zee to join. sigh.

went for talentime prac this morning. finish a script. think it was damm nice, esp. the conscious and the fiend. and we were starving, okay not exactly starving. so tired to wake up in the morning. duno wads wrong with me seriously. i began to sleep at weird times and keeping wide awake at weird times.



sigh, decided to update my blog, after my yrmaties bugging me to update. yay!! we survived through trng kemp nov'03. but i want to thank all the campers, sec1s, and yrmaties, and of cos the ma'ams, dey were very nice, seriously, i tink. we were a bit slack or rather very slack. now for the report. i spent 7hr on it. hahaha. to do 8 different formats, for different yrs and grps. sigh, i seriously tink we pampered the sec1s too much. even in the report format. spoon feed them. last camp, at least we did sum on our own. here, okay. w.e.f. 1st dec, i promise not to pamper the sec1s as much as possible. i aplogise for the mistakes in the report again, sorry sorry.but i finish it, with 1 or 2 minor mistakes. yah.

well, my fone was like engaged last nite, i tink, from toking to ling and zee. but dey can call me after that rite, or in the morning, fine. ladeedum, sat no trng. which means i will die for evac acreed. rite. alamak, sumone help me revise okay? sad case, and den after that we will be checking all their reports lah. last camp our isn't check. to make sure it is standardise. i just have no confidence in them. maybe i should have more and trust them more. moreover, they are becoming sec2s soon. and in a twinkling of eye..sec3s... really hope nothing goes wrong with our reports, u know. i think we really standardise like every detail, especially with my 7h on it. we even go to the extreme of standardising that it is from the same printer, sigh. the printer is going to die dot dot dot.

the general test was rather okay. i din expect rck to be so easy actually. u know, i was in a total frezy of trying to remember address of red cross house, telephone no. of red cross amublance, the day b4. for evac, i tink it was rather easy. easier than char's one at least. char's one is a killer paper. just blame myself din study properly if i dun do well. fd was okay.xcept that i din know how to express all the timings correctly sometimes. when i read my answers, i was like weird. wad a weird answer. but it was lucky that i remembered my memaras. izzit memaras or memeras. i tink it is memaras, but the question was spelt memeras, if i am not wrong. okay nvm, i shall just go and check my notes later. for fa, i din really study, just look through, so din really remember much details. ah my fingers hurt like shit now, so shall stop typing, the pain is from my wrist actually. bleahz.



ah.. i finally finish the bunk layout, after so many days. i 've been too lazy. ahem. and michelle chan hui ling betta remember it okay? but i must declare. i-a-m-g-o-i-n-g-c-r-a-z-y. sigh, sigh, sigh. yes, i got that much things to sigh about.



argh. pissed off. with a stopit printer. and microsoft word. sorry, zing, have no mood to change to music now. guess what happened? i spent a whole afternnon, doing my grp's name tag and finally satisfied with it. yes, and not breaching kerwanling's copyright nonsense. and den u know what happen, i copied the name tag as a picture into microsoft word. and all the white parts turned red. and i was so bloody pissed. andden i was like fine. tried to print with the little ink i had. and guess wad?? it turn up red. so, i have to change all the red parts, damm it. sorry, full of vulgerities, but i am just not in a good mood lah har? zing, sorry ah, i changed by the end of the week* promise* and den so i was changing all the white parts and finally satisfied with it and was so happy that i called zee and u know what?? my dad says he cannot print green when he came back, and i went like "WHAT?" u telling me only now? so i was pissed off again. so now i changed all the parts that should be changed and if anyone telling me i should change anything now, would get it from me. i am not caring if it is sumone's copy right or nonsense but it's not my problem okay? i am going to get it over and done with. getting our report books tmr. mine wun be a nice sight anyway, dun even know if i can get into rp, dun mind actually. if i have to take o levels, i would just take it and try to get into hwa chong instead. if i had know sumthing b4 hand, i wun pick rp for the world. fine, that's not the pt. but i regret my choice and i am so stressed up with trng kemp, just feel like going to bed and sleep for a whole day. and not go to sch tmr. just lie in bed for the whole day and hope that sumone would serve me my breakfast, lunch, dinner. yeah, but it's not possible rite? unless i am sick in bed, but that's what i really hope i am now. lol



change the song, to zhoujielun's qingtian. nice anort ah? any good suggestion to which song i should change? or should i change to energy's song. want to put yujian but dun haf.

quite bored today. got so many things to do for camp. and got newest news: bring alarm clock for camp!! my bag is bursting though. well, i am bringing one beeeg bag, my shoe box / shoe bag -haven decided which to bring- and my uniform, of coz. sigh, if i put my 2 bottles inside my bag, no space for alarm clock. sigh, no space also must make space. cos i am not about to bring another bag. sian, suddenly feel i am like assistant day i/c. keep reminding zee to bring this bring that. oh forgot to tell zee to bring 2 plastic bags for valuables. shall tell her tmr. tink i will get killed for camp anyway.

i am been bringing all the grp items, except detergent. zee insisted on her bringing. fine. anyway, my bag is bursting. really that bad, u know. if u see my bag. anyway, zing promised to help me, if really cannot stuff. did the report today too. tink i was craping, nvm. i shall just enjoy myself today. first day of hols u know. tmr have to meet my sec1s. have to go all the way to sch. sighz. feel that i am sighing all day. -sigh-



sheesh. din blog for a long time. at least, i tink i din blog for a log time. camp side effects, shing called it. hols started, but feelind damm stressed lately. gave half of the sec1s their mock gp and guess what? 2 of them passed. and i was like squeezing out marks here and there. maybe i should lower the passing mark to 55%, but seriously me myself tink it is a easy paper. u should pass if u studied. that's the main thing. but i think a few of them din study. sighz. but i can see that sum of them studied but still failed. anyway, through this test, we can see sum sparkling stars in the respective fields, ahem. and finding the potetial ones for info quiz next yr.

laadedum. i still haven came up with the bunk plan for trng kemp. fine. i had a hard copy for it, as in scrrible on paper, but i am too lazy to type it into the com. wadava, but i am proud to say that i have packed for training camp!! yeah, and labelled everything. well, at least most of the things. was labelling everything yesterday. tues still have to go back. lol. for trng kemp again. din expect to be in the grp i am suppose to. not to mention the position i got. wadava. we had trn yesterday. it was quite okay. but a bit sad lol. and den went to orchard. eat lunch with cheryl and els. can't believe it. cheryl and els made a bet. cheryl said she will buy els a lunch if she(els) failed her maths. and els was so happy cheryl had to buy her lunch, when she failed her maths, how ironic. bleahz. tink i got sunburn after netball carn. my skin hurts when i touch it. like siao. my bones are aching like siao. not to mention the bunk plan. i haven even do the nametags for my grp, or raher haven finish. and the flag, and this and that. think i will break down b4 the real camp manz. and the newest figure is 8 ppl are turning up for camp. wad a nice figure. lucky and ausipicious number. do u sense my sarcasm? lol. feel so tired. i am going to sleep for the whole day b4 the camp manz. eh, cannot. darn, i have 3h of piano the day b4 camp. it's thurs, remember?

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