When fate decides to lend a hand,
all you have to do is go with the flow,
but when fate decides to turn its back on you,
you will have more to do than to fall and weep.
-kelli

i totally feel like banging my head against the wall. just that i am pissed with loads of stuff. tsk tsk. it feels totally irritating when you suddenly have a lot of things to do in a very short period of time. and i hate crapping up with excuses. but guess i have to face it. i cant satisfy everyone at one go. just like i cant be at multiple places at one. go. gAHH.



i am really going training siao le. i hope i can take canoeing training. even though i agree we train like nuts. just need to tahan tahan. anyway having a cough now. i think everytime i cough once. i will capsize once mans. ehehhh.

anyway, i am getting more and more jealous of some people. hahaha. so jealous of geri, at least she gets so many people nagging at her. i missed being nagged at. this is called attention seeking hahah.

i find myself getting more and more lost.

Father, please give me some guidance.



i decided that i will update more often as far as possible. (:

hahha. anyway i finally did my class blog template today!
anyone can feel free go visit hcjc07s65's blog! and do leave a tag!
whee. did i mention that my class won the banner and lantern competition second hahah. so proud of you guys man as class rep. yay.

i just read yuanhao's blog. just have that little stigma. that little emo. that i once faced the same situation. wondering if redcross was worth it. and to say the truth. i never ever felt it was worth it. just that neither could i bear to leave it, which i suppose is passion. but i'm afraid. i am afraid that i have to give up something as time goes by. because i dont feel that i can let go of any of it. i miss the good old times i spent at redcross. maybe now because of other stuff. i cant even make it down for a few hours physically with the other vis or the cadets. i can only occasionally make it down with p1p2 and talk rubbish thats all. not that i'm not enjoying the other stuff. just that it's good old times missed.

but i suppose i have to make a choice when the time comes. which i'm afraid it would be pretty soon. there's no way to have so many wants and so little things on hand to exchange for it. i cant have the best of two worlds.

anyway. i saw ms teo on friday! she's flying back to shanghai on 23rd after CNY. and for some funny reason. i met wanling too! all the best to them both. would be praying for you guys!

and i shall do some advertisement here! i'm selling postcards and greeting cards for a bone marrow donar programme to raise funds. if you all want to buy or help to sell, do approach me! yup, basically for leukemia patients. there are 14 different designs. and do help in whatever way you cann. (((:

THANKYOU for all the angels watching over me. i really do need the strength (:








for once a reunion dinner didnt feel that good.
i miss my grandfather. i miss my bro. i didnt know why but i was on the verge of breaking down and just trying to fight back my tears. anyway, it's time to cheer up!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR FOLKS!(:

i spent the whole day with p2! haha. didnt wanna stay at home.

dear Father, thank You for the rain. thank You for the sunshine. thank You for my friends. thank You for 07s65. thank You for my seniors 06s65. thank You for the health. thank You for you love. thank You for your forgiveness time and time again. thank You for pocky. thank You for icecream. thank You for my family. thank You for the music. thank You for my yearmates. thank You for my juniors. thank You for smiles. thank You for your assurance. thank You for the glorious food. thank You for the strength. thank You for every single person that appeared in my life. and the end of it all, thank You for being in all that is around me (:



haha i am so bored. makes me decided to update my blog after finish spamming geraldine's tagboard. LOL. now waiting for some stuff to compile my econs project but too lazy to do my tutorials. hahaha.

and to think i got one graded hist essay and physics assignment due the end of the week. hahah i must get rid of the habit of procrastinating. BUT i did finish my chem tutorial anyway. [yeah so proud of myself] just that there is still maths and physics, of which maths can wait but physics cant but dont care anyway. there is canoeing training tmr!! hahaha. trainings are fun but tiring. anyway tmr is land training (:

i kind of like went through a few of my juniors and cadets blog. it's amazing that redcross actually made up a major part of their lives. and a few VIs too. for some that i talked to lately. it was once a major thing in my life too but maybe not now. i no longer possess the urge to update about redcross. or can talk for long hours about them. not that i dont help out or anything just that i gradually find myself, over the past year, no longer easily excited.. but anyway, congrats all fdc07 winners!

and yesterday! had canoeing training. did a maybe 4km run? ahhah and around 2hrs of sea training. and conditioning. pull ups! hahah and after that had JTS session. juniors treat seniors!




whee. so tired.

back from huang cheng rehearsal. yup yup. was trying to refrain myself from watching them pai xi. cus i bet i would be totally bored with it when the real thing comes considering there's still one month to it.

canoeing training tmr! yay! and JTS.

hahha. i bet i will blog at class blog more than here now :D

zzz..

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