When fate decides to lend a hand,
all you have to do is go with the flow,
but when fate decides to turn its back on you,
you will have more to do than to fall and weep.
-kelli

whee. finished the pop dae proposal. me so happie kaez? lalala. still got 1 xiaolianbi haven do yettt. sorrie no do, but typed. cos our darling tcher wants it to be typed and i am really going broke soon. hope i get the 70+bucks for enrol camp soon.. cos buying stuff for ib. so... erm. dunno what to say. ok, fine, becie, i shall describe my experience the next time, cos, i tink i betta go and type my xiaolianbi



heyos. i finish my social studies source-based qsn. but i sorta got addicted to it. just now while i was reading the blogs. i tot of this qsn. Refer to all sources. To what extent do you think the _____ crush their _______? Explain ur answer. hie, quite cool right. i shall cum up with a b c d. funkie sia.



whoa. question one: like the french, the russian monarchy before the revolution was a ________ __________. stressful period?? maybe sumburdie can provide me with other answers. gosh, this year, i made sure myself on shedlue by following the timetable in sch. but as i was doing sum hw, i made myself do other hw. so i have less hw now. but hor, for history, i tink my answers are wrong. but also duno lah.



whee. my yearmates passed their sfa.. (how can anyone failed rite?) but nvm, i tink charlene studied pretty hard for it. but owells. charlene can do it if she wants to, i believe. i tink char's a lot closer to us after this enrol camp. dunno why. but now i begin to tink she rawks sometimes. u know, when we tink that it was impossible to pull her back to us. i tink we sorta did it. no matter if her motivation was here anort, or if it is we encouraged her, or her will pulled her back or wadava, tink she sorta is back with our year. and with that, i am happie :)

i just saw the history e-learning. i've done most of it except the last 2 qsn. which includes a damm 10 marks question asking us to compare and contrast french revolution and russian revolution (i tink) but seriously, i hate compare and contrast qsn. owells, but i still have to do it. but anyway, this mrng, i suddenly had a lot of linggan den began to write my chinese essays like crazy. so i finished. miracle. yay. den rite, trying to complie all my english stuff. and i sorta began to understand the maths. so all is well so far. yeah. aleast i am on shedlue.

anyway, heard from my mum that i most prob have to go and help my aunt at her stall during the june hols for 3 or 4 days cos she going for operation. and since it is june hols, dey tot it was no prob. i mean i couldn't reject her lah. so.. hope it wun clash with parade pracs anyway..maybe cindy can go..



haish. wonder how the juniors will feel after their ndp/syf. heh, must have felt very tired. anyway, was doing my maths just now. i only finish 1 out of 4. cos i dun really understand the 2nd one so din dare to submit. den 3rd one i really meng cha cha liaos. but i finish the chinese that was on the class server. history on released tmr at 8. so hopefully can finish tmr. decided to give up on my bio anyway.. then english still sourcing for info on the topic family. but got more info liaos lah.

making a big fuss out of taiwan politics now. sigh, i slept for the whole afternoon after i came home. so now i staying up to watch all in also. so i want to finish my english, maths and history tmr. and write on my chinese hw that is not on the class server. laadeedum, was reading up my physics notes for the next topic just now. but apparently i dun understand a word of it. sad case. still have to go to sch on tues to settle the camp finance. so i really want to finish my hw. and i am trying to get myself into studying mood now. world trade game was damm sian can. i rather go for trng. first round it was quite new. but the next 3 rounds. i was just sian sian and sian. then after that i went down and buy smth saw 2 of the sec1s, actually the sec1s are quite ok, as in nice to us. but in discipline, cos they new mah. but tink they like to bully their sec2s. okay, as i was saying, i went down to buy smth at arnd 12.15 before going home, den i saw these 2 sec1s, at the tibits stall. then they offered me food. then trng that mrng. they offered to change money and even ask me if i want an envelope. quite sweet lah. but i tink it was a bit the obvious this morning as the sec1s were toking abt their crushes.

anyway, purnima is really going crazy. she was complaining to me that duno what she saw our form teacher at serangoon yesterdae acting intimidatly with his wife. then gloria was trying to tell her "hello? they are married???" but purnima was so jealous. sigh, i tink my class ppl sometimes really hopeless. and she was trying to wait for him (sorta lah) so that he will come out of sch and take bus to go home so as to take the same bus as him. then she was asking me if he has a car. i was like i dun tink so. then she raised her hopes to take the same bus as him. i mean, that's really crazy lah. even jayanthi that is siao. then charissa was like shaking her head. then nicole was like saying like sorta describing purnima's feelings in specific details. owells. but in the end she gave up waiting for him, i tink. :p



yayyyy.. i just finish most of my chinese hw + elearning one hor. except still got 1 xiaolianbi to write. sigh, shall rite laterrrr..anyway, wanted to do my bio but cannot upload. so try again later. then i aim to finish my history by sun nite. cos the damm stopid assignment only avaliable on sun 8 o'clock. but anyway, history very fast finish one lah. then later i shall figure out how to do my maths later in the afternoon. cos i want to do sum other things next week. so after 3-4 days of slacking, i am pilling up myself with hw, hw and hw only. sheesh, was planning my stuff for the next 2 mths. then i realise i forgot when's sec3 trng camp. wheee. shall find out later. got cle thingy tmr. 8.30 to 12.30. so i was wondering if i shld go for trng. but like a bit the no use. sigh, i also dunno lah. and also dunno if ling is cumin with my class after all. if i go for trng rite. i can go for half an hour and then after change into my pinofore, then run up to humans centre. make a bit of no sense rite? sigh, shall see tmr. doing my english exposition now. i hate it man. doing on child abuse. but lucky research only. and why are the reasons for change in family structure. but that's a bit er.. hard to find lol. i also duno lah. so hopefully, i can finish my maths, english, chinese, bio, history by this week. then i only left chem, physics, and ss. but that's a bit impossible lah. oh well. it seems that dere's a lot on child abuse. shall go and summarise then finish my job. buaiz



whee. finally finish the ib proposal yesterdae. and now i am faced with another proposal -- lesson plan. oh well, our year has sorta decide who to send for fa comp. yay. at least for the sectwos. duno who to send for our year though. seriously tink that my year should go more strict to the juniors. but dunno how to go abt doing it. oh anyway, was planning to start writing my jian bao yesterdae. but obviously, i only starrrted this morning. which means it really screwed up my plans on hw. esp since i am feeling like a piggie lately and sleep right intoo late mornings. anyway, i just got a pressie from sumburdie. duno for what also. so nice. lurve it so much. thanks, u brighten my day!! tink my room is damm messy now feeling with paper and presents. and i realise that i got enuff scrap paper that i believe can last me for at least 1 year from enrol camp proposals. and my mum was yawking away abt paper. but what can i do rite? sigh, should recycle paper mah.



just read cheryl's entry on the year blog. i tink we have to agree with what she's saying. yes, she is not really one of us anymore. i tink not only her, but also every single psn of my year has to accept this. but i dun expect her just to back off from rgs rcy just liddat. i seriously feel that wadava it is, she will always be in the history, like us one day. and i tink even the sec2s regard her as their senior even though she's not 1 of us now. i tink cheryl, we can be yearmates, even thought we do not meet so often but i guess we have to adapt to changes. all the things that happen during the last 3 mths really result in this. true, cheryl joined HQ, but.. i really dunno what to say really. i guess sometimes, we have to be restricted to the situations sometimes, but that's where mixed feelings comes in. but i believed that since cheryl joined us in sec1, all of us share this bond together. Even though all this might be gone because of time, it will always be a page of history.. i tink cheryl feels very bad all this while by joining us and feeling " extra" while following us. maybe we should just free her from this kind of touture, but i really dun know what to do..



enrolment camp is over.. -heaves a sigh of relief- turned up that they din change ai/c after all. but they change the oi/c sooner than i expected. oh well, when i came back, i slept from 3-8.30 after that, i went back to sleep at 10.30 and woke up at 10 today.. dun tink camp was well organised though, could be better organised. budden i was so freaked out at that time charlene took over. and den after that char kept wishing that they change i/c. cos she din have the chance to execute the night trail, when she planned it. sigh, and i managed to survive without my cue cards at all. after that i realise that i actually can memorise most of the things. oh well, and i tink the campus ate very fast generally. or maybe we sorta force them to eat fast. cos we cut arnd 1hr+ from meals time in total. amazing rite? but smth went very wrong for nite games. lalala. but we wasted a lot of time. and luckily the juniors ate fast, or i seriously wun know where to cut time from. cos we spent like an extra half an hour trying boots, get shirt, and parade prep took up like all our bathing time.

anyway, enrol prob marks that pop is in a few mths time.. shing and i came up with the goh formation or rather most of it. but dun tink shing would have the time to train the sec2s though. must make sure that their goh is very nice to make up the regret for our year. continuously 2 years, i observed that some of our cadets have quite long uniforms. ah, must take note next time. anyway, back to IB, zing's com went bonkas and now we dunno what to do lah. aha. sigh.



..swim carn over. which marks the start of enrol camp soon.. and i realise that i had to bring so much that i expected. i've got 8 groups of stuff excluding a cooler with most of the food inside and my uniform. oh well, realise that shing and i dominate the budget also. drank coffee just now. hopefully to keep me awake thr the night or at lest most of the nite.. to study my piano theory. think i should keep my promise to ms kon and not just forgo it bcos of camp. anyway, hope i wun fall alsleep at sentry nite duty tmr. must remind myself to get vegetarian food. or nivi will go hungry... haha, just kidding. i keep forgetting lah.. and gotta find a darn way to keep the margarine..



heh. decided that i shall do something with my farni picture. so i went to add this picture. personally feel that it is very nice, at least i am satisfied with it. but can't really read the entries now i guess. went to see doctor just now. cos i really think that my throat is really going from bad to worse. which affect my cough and flu. heh. anyway, i am really very satisfied with currently where i am sitting. me and candy are a great pair. which means that we are actually sitting with each other for every single lesson. then we sit at the back and chat. candy was saying that we will sure get split up in the near future. but oh well, we got seats next to each other is also destined one. who ask us so lucky? heh.

yep, i am officially broke now, cos pay too much for enrol camp. sumore my 10 bucks dissappear bcos of rc tee money. so dun cum and ask me pay anything. actually, i tink the 10 bucks for rc tee should be missing from my year's money. cos i am pretty sure de juniors' one is correct. but oh well, my year chose to feign ignorance to it. or maybee really ignorance. but the fact is, the money bu yi er fei.. feel a bit xing tong lah. cos i haven been really saving money since the beginning of the year. not as much as last year, at least. sigh, shall go for my piano lesson now. dun feel like going actually. but well. have to. or my mummy will kill me again. damm the rain. buaiz.



decided to update my blog. since i am waiting for the computer to attach the damm document. sigh it is arnd 2500k to 3000k. only two tests to go, but dunno why, feeling not happy at all. dere's a stupid problem with f& b lah. but hopefully should be okay lah. at least, i hope. this time was meant to be a time for me to study my physics. but well, it is goners again. suddenly not looking forward to enrol camp at all. instead, i began to dread it. and to tink that it is just a few days away. and dere's my piano exam too. pretty sure i can pass actually. but only whether it is a distinction, merit or pass. maybee i shld mug, cos i promised ms kon to get a distinction, but i dunno when to find time to mug lah. have so many plans for mar hols. i want to cut my hair. i want to work on my english exposition project. i want to go out with becie they all. i want to go and get new shoes. i want to.. but tink mar hols have to work on bazzar also. sigh, but maybee i shld give myself a one day break during the mar hols. yeah, that would be a good idea. sigh, it is still attaching.. taking ages man. my year has a pretty limited means of resources also. got the ora card today. sigh, some of my classmates went bonkas. why? bcos our form teacher rote our names on all our cards. and those who crush him like siao, was so happy. cos his handwriting was on their card. nonsense rite? 2 more tests to go: physics and bio. not worried abt physics actually. it is quite nice, and quite easy. lalala. but i tink i will pratically die for bio. but apparently my class is one of the last classes to take the bio test. that's why our bio teacher expects us to do a little better. i mean where got this type of theory rite? history test is over today. which marks the end of our study of french revolution. yay. french revolution is nice but gets quite a bit boring a while, so happy that we are moving on. screamed at my brother just now, cos i wanted to use the comp. for my english presentation tmr. but my chao mummy insist that i let him use it, and so i just slack away the time i originally plan to do the presentation. sigh, nuting to say now. but the damm document is still attaching. damm. it has been attaching for 19 minutes exactly now. aaha, what's wrong with it?? mmm. anyway, since i have nothing to type. buaiz.



sigh, wanted to go swimming, but my chao mummy dun let me go, cos me suffering from a flu. dots. it was a sore throat only a few daes ago, now bcome flu, sigh. now chao broke already, after paying for so much stuff for bazzar and enrol camp.and din really dare to ask my dad for money. cos he gave me quite a lot of xtra money this week, but too bad, i spent it all. lolx. shall go and dig money for rc tee later. and mummy dun let me go swimming basically means that i probably not going to have a chance to go and swim b4 fri, cos i forsee that my flu, the fastest is going to be gone, is on wed.. sigh, so shall malu myself if i forgot to swim on fri. realise that some of the stuff we need to buy for enrol camp zhang jia le. but not too bad lah. got a few things increase by 5 cents or so. and i just realise that if the sectwos din go for syf, i predict that we wun have enuff biscuits. but well. they are going anyway. must remind myself to buy the margarine and stuff on fri, or we can starve for camp haha. of cos, elspeth was like, "amdis ah, u better cum for camp, or we will die".. when she was looking at the logistics list. we settled our logistics list yesterdae. the correct one. the names we put on the proposal ah. most of them put for fun only. lalala. just sorta packed for camp, and i realised that i have to bring:

a) my bag
b) paper bag with all the logistic stuff and boots
c) red cross uniform
d) the big fat cooler
e) the water dispenser
f) cd player
g) the big fat rectangular biscuit tin with biscuits
h) the plastic bag with all the other food
i) the fat basketball (not sure if i nid to bring)

that's all i can remember anyway. laadeedum. but i probably place the plastic bag of food in the cooler or smth, to reduce space.

anyway, piano theory exam on sat. lala. so turning late for camp. i will be very happy after wed. then i will only have my bio test left. got 2 tests tmr: history and maths. this week basically have 4tests. physics on wed, and bio on thurs. luckily history is source-based. or i will just die until si wu zhang sheng zhi di. anyway, i was editing the camp proposal right under his eyes last wed, when we were having history lesson. so lucky that he din say anything. ah, haven done my social studies essay and guess what? it is due tmr. aha, but i am such a genius that i can type 1.5 pages of history essay with single line spacing in 1.5 hrs. i can surely finish it in time. aha. trying to convinve myself that i can finish it. it supposedly suppose to be 2 pages long with double spacing. hope i finish it soon. then i can watch the 7 o'clock show on channel u.



argh. i really tink that what sumone says is really right. if all of you all do a few pages, u can complete it very fast. lolx. but that only applies to all of you. i really see that dere is no pt in having station games, esp when dere is only sec 1s+ prob 1 sec2. drumz. i was typing my history essay yesterdae, while editing the programme. i only can say that I am sorry,becie, really sorry. sumore it's raining.. typing the fnb now. so sian. was mugging just now. just realise that i should really start mugging. so many tests coming up.

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