When fate decides to lend a hand,
all you have to do is go with the flow,
but when fate decides to turn its back on you,
you will have more to do than to fall and weep.
-kelli

today was a relatively quiet day. and i have to say i just screwed up the cle script like duno what liddat. anyway. i'm in sch, waiting for zing to finish her bio remedial so that i can go home with her. hrumph, hrumph. todae history class flew by very fast. i have to say that i enjoy pe and history most of all the classes. basically cos both subjects u nonid to think much. remm what i said, candy? i hate to kill my brain cells. maybee that's why i like to play so much. printing out my class name list now. cos there's sumthing wrong with the some of the names of the original one. aye. wadava. dun feel like updating my blog lately. just updating for the sake of updating.



whoa. forgot to talk about something. yesterdae's trng. i clean forgot how to conduct water parade k? luckily, it wasn't too bad. and i was very kou chi lolx. and i also sorta forgot how to report. and i duno who's the nco. so was running around duno who's the nco. bah. anyway, just wanna thank those for tolerate me last week, cos i think i was a bit pissed throughout the week. sOrrie..



feeling rather low lately, as in not depressed lah. but just not high, rather neutral, so life is a bit ping dan. if i am depressed, i wun even blog. esp when all of them are training hard. nobody pei wo. cos i guess it is really near, and they dun have time to pei wo as much as they do b4. cos it is only like 3 mths away. maybe after the games. haish. i am sorry if i dun reply on my tagboard lah. cos i usually just blog and never go on tagboard and read. anyway, i can't wait for hols. dunno why. and my specs broken lah. i got another pair lah, but i dun like to wear it. so force to wear contacts. i mean, i think i never wore contacts so far to sch. lalala, but contacts quite troublesome to wear sometimes. and have to wear properly. just feel so speechless. i sorta know the standard of our unit has sorta drop drastically in this few years, and the bond in years has never been as strong as before, it's sorta true lah. compared like 4 years before. i dunno what lah. the problem is usually easy to identified but hard to find a solution. i suddenly miss the life in sec1and 2 where u just play and play. i guess u find the fun while carrying out your responsibilities in sec3. called ku2 zhong1 zuo4 le. i feel that my year failed to show concern to our juniors anyway. but i think it's good that the sec2s are strict to the sec1s. but erm, sigh, i shan't say. i feel so shi bai sometimes.. shall continue next entry..



tmr got maths eoi. and i hope to do well for it. suffering from short term memory lately. for example, i forgot if i returned the attendance sheet. or if i did submit that week's mces. er, so i am practically forgot a lot of things. also forgot where i put my diskette to print sum stuff. niwae, hope i get back my wunerful memory soon. and my skin's scrapping off again. dun tink i got sun burnt lah. not in the sun a lot lately anyway. dad says maybe is lack of vitamin c. lolx. i gotaa bad feeling i will do horribly for chem this term, serious. just dun feel like getting back my report bk. cos i bet it will be a damm load of unbalance grades. where it probably ranges from a+ to f, okay, maybe not so bad but a+ to d lols, maybe c lah. anyway, dun know wads wrong with my left foot lately, sorta limping a bit, and i dunowhy a teeny part is swollen, hope it recovers b4 next week. cos i still want to train for 2.4km. really wanna to do under 12 mins or 12 mins+ for the real thing. think the sec2s are reaching the peak where they are physically and mentally bonded. and i hope this would really last for them lah. cos it's usually sec1s- physically bonded. sec2s- physically and mentally bonded sec 3s- mentally bonded. maybee this isn't very true, sum years manage to keep themselves physically and mentally bonded up to sec4, but that's rare. hope the sec2s can show that they really bonded well in their pop goh. i mean, i believe that's the real challenge lah. anyway, wish me luck for tmr eoi..



ok. trying to do my philo journal now. but obviously not very sucessful. cos i dunno wad all the shit is toking abt. trying to keep this short cos i still have to do my philo journal. wondering why everyone in my class is asking me about social studies.. especialyy on the test tmr.. do i look very good in ss?? niwaes, think we have trng on tues. and i am dying. sigh.. sumhow i just now fa xie on my piano. kept playing and playing the piano. anyway. sumone analyse my personality before and now i think it is rather true. as in in a certain sense lah. said that i can be very sturboon and a risk taker, but will care if it is major consequences. i suppose this is so to a certain extent as in i can just do things and dun care what happen as long as i LIKE it. anyway, that's me. lalala. i cut my leg on fri, got quite a deep cut. soo, i can't run very well now lah. and we ran 2.4 km on fri. i think mrs lim's stopwatch got a bit of the prob. cos she told me 10.54 mins. and i was like, okay, i know i am the first one to finish 2.4km but i dun expect it to be soo fast. anyway, i just tink it has sum stupid prob. but niwaes, now i got a deep and long cut on my left foot so i doubt i can run fast now.. hehe. lala.



decide to update now for 2 reasons 1) i am free now (or rather, i made myself free by posponing my hw 2) i might not update for the whole of nextweek cos i have 7 tests flooding the week and pft 5 items. heh. the sec3s are going to send in a petition to request to reduce hw, assignments, and tests. haha. the pt is that we have so many darn tests next weeks is bcos all the tchers want to meet the 30th apr deadline. and we are not prepared enuff to have it this week. apparently. ok, since we need to apply what we have learn. i shall express my opinion in the social studies way. ahem, here it goes, a summary of it : i think the tests system lacks transparency (until recently all the test dates cum out) and is inflexible and do not practice pragmatism at all. although puting all the tests on the same day, trying to practice fair-mindedness, and meritocracy, most of the tchers failed to be responsive to change (especially bcos of hoildays den miss a million lessons),and set the test dates so that they sumhow turn up to clash with all the other subjects, therefore overall, it's shows a unflexible side of the teachers. In conclusion, although it might be a efficent governece, it is not a good governence. that's only a summary. i only used the key words. u want me to state summore also can. can elaborate if it is crucial of our welfare and the possible outcomes.

lolx. anyway, we are going to have class meeting this fri. daadeedum, and we are going to have chem EOI on sat. sobs. i haven touch my books yet. sumhow sumwhat, we finish the pop proposal. but sumhow sumwhat, my printed decided not to work. so have to ask my dad to print. and sumhow sumwhat, our year haven return the gloves since enrol camp. -when i dun even have a pair- and sumhow sumwhat, noone has book the chalet yet.

u know, so many tests made me feel that holidays are cumin, when holidays are NOT coming, which makes me so sad. sob sob. but i can't wait for holsssss. aha.



dadeedum. i lurve ice-cream. especially peppermint ice-cream. realise sliver acreed is going to cum soon. and that i am going to die. lalala. (i was going to die anyway for so much stuff and tests, so nvm) aha, finally. yoo know what?? we haven book the chalet yet. yes, so as i was saying, i was going to die. that's why i told shing, i feel that we are struggling. heh. me like to talk nonsense lately. duno why i managed to feel so high every dae. esp. when there is so much stress around. from class comm to other nonsense. i just feel so happie, dunno why. but it's good to feel happy. tmr got debate workshop, tues got lifeskills. wed might have trng. sigh, no trng also will stay back to see mr chua regarding proposal. thurs got piano. i din have piano for 1 mth already, i realise. got my tcher got chicken pox, first 2 weeks, then last week got sports fest. then fri is mugging day. so i am booked for the whole week again. oh my god. die, i now then realise that i am so going to die when i need to go to bukit view pri sch (that's the name, i think) for service learning for every weds and fri. aiyah, actually sec3s have to do leadership project for cle but i just promised ms kong to go for the sake of going. so dun see the pt of going esp when i have more than 100 hrs of cip hrs from sec1and 2 aledi. sigh, there goes my mugging dae anyway, so i declare that i am totally booked for this coming whole week. gotta go anyway. buaiz



sigh. hadley still won. and i was suggesting to them that they should organise inter-class 4x400m relay. but owells. zing got chickenpox. poor zing. get wells soon. i think she is so poor thing. and it is such a conincidence that er, my piano teacher got chickenpox then zing got chickenpox. sigh, ms ang is on medical mc apparently. so mr chua is in charge now i guess. yikes, better finish the proposal soon. realise that we are dragging and dragging. but i just dun feel like completing it. cos it marks pop. and i will be damm sad. lolx. keeping my entries short lately cos i dun feel like updating. just an update anyway, apparently, my form teacher is in waddle, when most ppl tinks he is in richardson,( but i tot he was in waddle anyway) and the sji guy (who dui ker wanling yi jian zhong qing) still haven give up. hahaha. cos one of his fren was my ex-classmate lah. so..was digging info out of me. but i din give much private info lah. and my fren was saying "Chris will cry tmr" sigh, cry all he likes. haish here they cum bugging me again.



sigh. was printing the english crap for my class just now. din manage to print finish. only printed half. 19/35 pages. anyway, damm broke lately, cos haven get back money for enrol camp, then dunwan my dad to wait mah. so return him half the money first lolx. and then after that i have to buy stuff for ib. so broke. and now, shing's mom pressing her for enrol camp money. soo.. lent shing money. which concludes then i am chao broke. anyway, cheer up. i would be rich next mon. muhahaha. after i collect 1.20 each from my class. haha.

shall talk abt april fool's dae today. for physics. jingz and tara hid behind the blackboard. lah. so mrs teo was like only at first she only dicover jingz. then after like half the lesson was gone. tara gave a ghostly scream. den she discovered tara. then for chinese, the bimbo club was trying to act insane lah. then after recess for maths. we went to 305 class to sit. and the teacher actually continued teaching for like 15 mins. she was a bit pissed lah when she noticed she was tricked. hahaha. we din played on ms huang lah. but mrs fahy had a sense of humour. at least.

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