Tuesday, November 11, 2008
I FEEL DAMN CHEATED BY THIS WHOLE A LEVELS.
haha. all the subjects somehow either turn out that heavily emphasis on some topics. (and therefore there is no damn need to study some topics.) or else they come out some rubbish that you never ever heard of and you think you will never hear of in the short run. (therefore defeating the need to study in the first place). i think it is a common feeling. some form of insecurity. this whole a levels is like crazy or something wrong. eek.
totally didnt reallie know what i was writing for econs today. ok i had some clue but just feeling so not confident. when we finish the paper and the invigilator collect. then she said " the paper very hard" and then she continue "who do question 1..? best wishes" LOL. and then after i finish my head just very pain. the whole paper is like.. no words can describe. LOL.
sighh. vent finish already. no use worrying anyway. i will only know of the aftermath next year. LOL
fell in love at18:16
Saturday, November 01, 2008
here am i blogging again. somehow perhaps everyone is trying to drown themselves with general knowledge so that we will appear smart and knowledgeable for monday's paper. owells. it is so amazing. human emotions. somehow all these emotions arise from one thing. uncertainty.
somehow no matter how hard you prepared. deep down somewhere you know there is a probability you may not get your desired grade. it all depends on what you write when you flip the paper on the very day of the exam. all your preparation may be equals to nothing if you fail to deliver.
i too face such uncertainty. was feeling frenzy few days ago. but have manage to calm myself down with prayers and some others' encouragement. cindy was telling me the other day. score for God's glory. yupp. i guess the last thing i can ever do is to freak out.
ohh and i found out some thing today. dry ice was made up of water AND carbon dioxide. yep perhaps i was dumb for the longest time without realising that. apparently (according to my bro) dry ice freezes at -78 degrees. haha why the sudden urge to find out right. had cold rock ice cream again! yupp. my fav. had honeycomb and cookies and cream ice cream mixed with tim tums and violet crumble. yayy. so niceeee.
17 more days!
fell in love at22:28
