When fate decides to lend a hand,
all you have to do is go with the flow,
but when fate decides to turn its back on you,
you will have more to do than to fall and weep.
-kelli

whiz. haven update for ages. yes, i know. went down on sun, see, i kept my promise. and got a few belated christmas pressies, and i lurve all of them. yay, especially the piggies. sho nice. and wrap so nicely also. thankies everyone. i just can't resist the piggies, the chocos and so much. and i promised them to burn more of my weekends bcos of that. haish, but my weekends seems rather booked, or maybe weekdays. see first, but my skills very shen xiu le. sorry, sorry, esp. to .. . (u know who u r) accompanied my grandfather to the hospital yesterdae and todae, and then yesterdae when my grandfather was wating for the day surgery rite, my dad and i sneaked out to beach rd. not exactly sneaked out lah, the nurse dun let us in. so we went wandering a while, kill time mahz. and the tang yuan at beach rd damm nice mans, must go dere next time, and esp. gd with you za gui. we went back to the hospital at 4.45 and wait until? 7.30!! nearly fell asleep dere. hahas. still got so much to do. canot slack. 2004 is cumin soon. byebye2003. ah, HAPPY BIRTHDAY, Ling!! nearly forgot, woo, forgot to give u ur pressie, ah, helicopter fly to give you, :p talking crap now, haha



aye. realise dere's a prob with my tagboard. but dunno wads wrong with it. sorrie, people. cos i now have no time on my blog, even if i want to have time with it. and working real hard on the station games proposal today mans, and having a fun time editing the agenda. cos we really dun have much time, i still have the emergency part and the icebreakers to help with. we thought of what to do but always too lazy to type out. anyway, i am a bit confused. what does manpower distribution means? it surely not means how to split by year rite. i seriously tink the first draft manpower distribution is too brief. i mean u can't just say what each year is doing generally rite? anyway, i am confused. dot dot dot. yay, shing can cum back to the com next monday. but ling is not restricted to the com. well, cannot slack anymore, serious. anyway, this is the first time we are working on this, and me myself already find may loopholes to a partially done first draft. aiyoh, i just dunno lah, not exactly clear on formats and stuff. and still got 1 more poster to go. and sat got training. exactly rite, most of the things that we need to bring let me lian xiang dao mass evac, dunno why. maybe after so much things. lolx.



haish. the proposal is screwed lah. or in my opinion, it is screwed. like we only got 4 ppl working on it. esp. at this time where my mum keep bringing me around. sometimes, i really hope that we have more yearmates. basically, i tink our year has went through loads of conflicts lol. very tired lately though. i bought the huanzhugege3 books the day before. and read all the three books i.e 1200+ pages of chinese words yesterdae. as i was roming around through tampanies haha. and then went to my aunt's house and celebrate christmas. din have the celebrating or christmasy mood though. was quite moody yesterday. moreover, i planning to go a lot of places the next few days.. aiyah, this is quite dead lols, been sleeping like 5 hours a day. my, this is holidays. pray that szeyin's com will hurry up work, then got one more person to help. els went to egypt. haha, lucky girl. and she cumin back only on the 31st, or issit 30th? aiyah, wadava. suddenly wish for a nice holiday. stomach not feeling very well these days, keep having stomachache. sometimes, loads of problems get cropped up when people get very busy..



rck acreed today. not too bad (well, i will only know when the results are out. :p) but i read the question wrongly!!! and wasted loads of my pen ink. i was only required to rite down the principles and you know what? i elaborate on each and every principle. why? cos i read wrongly. fine, zi zuo zi shou, who ask me to read wrongly rite? i was like freak when i realise but too late, i rite all liaos. i was basically playing with numbers lah, cos i was a bit mixed up with numbers, and dere were quite a lot of numbers and i was tinking like was it 1876 or 1867 and i was like trying to just anyhow mixed. tink in the end also very bad lah, i just forgot everything when i went in, even my eleboration on principles was i dunno wad, cos i forgot the order sumhow sumwhat. and proposal. yay, the first part is out, of today's discussion, oh, and we finished our banner. sorry, as i was saying, the first part is out, based on our discussion today, i can actually post loads of questions on it so far, budden i shall say all my questions after kari edited it. alamak, i realise that proposal on games also have to rite a lot a lot, after explaning on how to play, aim of game, this and that, very long liaos, not to mention the contingency plan a.k.a wet weather plan. sheesh, and shing is banned from the com, zing's com broke down, els is overseas, so basically, we only have four ppl working on the proposal. hahaz.



aiyoh, din update for a few day liaos, later must remm to buy dark blue paint or my yrmates will really kill me. auds on mon, turn out quite okay. and we did banner painting on tues and yesterday, a bit screwed lah. we painted some other colours besides the colours we planned origianally. well, rck acreed on sat. and my notes on seven fudenmental principles are borrowed by sumburdie. hahaz, i got a paper with 4 out of 7 of it tho, dunno how i am going to study, bleahz. from what i think, i think i left the principles, conventions and icrc to study, i tink. lolx, and we painting banner again after training. yeah, maybe we should order mcdonalds takeaway, but need at least 25 bucks for free delivary. mmm, shall tink about it on sat lah. been spending a lot of money lately, yeah, on i dunno what. money just seems to disappear from my pocket without me knowing. spend until dunno spend on what, hahaha. wadave. i find it very farn to flood tagboards lately. usually, you would be irritating rite? but sumburdie find it farni too, for his tagboard to be flood.. ooo. first person i know liddat. sighz, got piano later again. sometimes i wonder if i can shorten my piano. 2.5 hrs, u know, and face music, suddenly lost interest in it lately, and i keep feeling bad, for not practicing. but still dowan to practice. dono how am i going to take exam next yr. lolx. life would be pretty busy next yr. [duh] actually, it started to bcome busy since..last month? hahaz.



Sheesh, sfa today. yes, I pass. All my yrmates and I passed. The examiner is damm strict manz, and he is from china. So it is a bit of ji tong ya jiang lolx. but sometime hor, he is a bit weird lah, and not making sense at all. Like he gave sumburdie a horizontal cut basically. And later he asked us, what is this cut, and of cos kari said horizontal cut, and he was like no, it is an open cut!! And I was like, okay, then wads a close cut. And he came up with some weird bandages, which er, mostly examiners wun test, he tested ling wad? eye bandage, and jaw bandages, and when he said half sling, kari was like blanked out lol, what is half sling, and he damm strict one lah, must be totally tight then can lolx. so in the end, kari did about, 6 bandages ++, I lost count, he kept making us redoing anyway. Anyway, he damm strict jiu dui le. Others finish like when we started doing CPR, and we er, finish like at 1.30, when it is suppose to end at 12…?

realise that i have loads of this to do this coming week, tee shirt design, banner, chinese hw, rck acreed, external auds. alamak, i must finish my hw by tmr, or i will never finish. and er, i am suppose to sew the banner, yes sew the pieces of the cloth together for the banner as i am the only one with a sewing machine at home and by tues sumore, dunno how i am going to do it.this also, which basically involve some mesurements, and to be frank, my measurings are rarely accurate, so basically hope i dun screwed it up. sighz, although i got 2 sewing machines at home... i dunno how to use 1 and the other 1, dunno where izzit.. :p. hope i can finish by tues, or my yrmates will chop me first. but before that, i must do my chinese hw, nvm shall do it later while watching the closing ceremony of the SEA Games.

talking about SEA games, it is ending today, and you know what? Singapore is not hosting the 2007 SEA Games. Reason? National Stadium wun be ready. what crap. and now the chance had been let to Thailand. i am sure the stadium would be ready by 2007 if they want lolx. maybe they just want to host 2009 SEA Games, so that it is closer to their goal 2010? aiyah, wad crap, yayayay. singapore hit 30 gold mark. latest news manz. from fin swimming . i tink that's unexpected. i was thinking that 30 is a nicer number than 29, never expected it would came true, anyway, stopping my crap now, and shall start to flood tagboards with words of congratulations. hahaha. sorry ah, anyway, if i din add you to my links, cos i am basically very lazy to, cos i always screwed up my templete if i do.



heh. din update yesterday. partly cos i forgot to. btw, anyone interested to beat my bejeweled score? i played whole 2hrs for the score in one game for that score. hahaha. of cos, jos won a couple of medals again. correction, gold medals. heh. o, was so pissed with myself. wanted to record sum programme but recorded the wrong channel. lolx. which means, nothing i want is recorded in the end :P so sian. wanted to mug my fa manual. but can't seem to find it. lolx, i rather study rck acreed than fa actually. fa so much to mug. and a wide range also. sfa is this week. and i tink will just die for it. seriously, i tink i am more ready for rck acreed than sfa. sighz, fated lol. the max no. that can turn up for sat's sfa is 4. me, ling, zing, kari? haha. wushu is starting today. tink will have more medals. and it is the last day of swimming!! hope moe thu ang from vietnam dun beat jos. aiyoh. results from heats just came out. jos was 2nd in heats. moe was first. in 50m free lah. then gary was 4th, and mark was 8th, just nice to qualify. i tink mark figured out that he would qualify and thus din swim so much for the last lap. i mean over 30secs for the last lap is damm slow lol. he was leading after the first lap, budden.. to save energy for finals haha. aim for the gold. but he will get an outer lane with that heats results. ok, dun worry, jos also got an outer lane at asian games, but she still won medals rite. hahaha. the relay medely yesterday was so close to breaking the games record. sighz, maybee next games, when we will improve. haha, and that is if jos is still in. some people predicted singapore will get 5 golds today and i was like, how? i mean, 5 golds mean that joscelin, christel, mark, benjamin, and the relay team, all have to get golds, and hello, all this isn't a 100% win. but it is a nice dream to cum true. fd comp sign up sheet... from 12 bcome 8. zee is such a guai ger, she pull out cos she dun wan to make her mother unhappy. i din even bother to ask permission, my dad will sure go, mmm, before i finish asking anyway. which is equals to consent. and in the end, it will be probably near to thing then he knows that i am going for it. aiyah, anyway, they never ever voiced objections as long as i can remember, they actually objected more on what my brother does than what i do. lolx. just do what you like, that's what they always say. shing haven cum back yet. i just added her name, cos she says she jianjue wanted to join, and her mom finally said okay. so i just added, i shall pull her down anyway, even if she doesn't want. but, i this this yr very gd liaoz, if really want to get into finals. must really practice lolx. we got fierce competition in south district, haha



ahh..yeah. s'pore won the 4x100m women's relay. hope the men can make it double today, haha. sigh, but nicole failed to defend her champion lost to, siow yiting again. anyway, we got 3 slivers from yesterday too. from mark and christel. wow, that's quite good, not to forget gary who broke the national record for 200m individual medeley. sigh, gary got a better timing this time, but only got bronze. last sea games, he got sliver i tink. which shows that others really inproved. freak, i suddenly forgot how to put photos here. nvm, shall figure out later. anyway, tink we will get gold medals from swimming again today. yep yep yep, yes we will. heats for swimming are starting or undergoing now. sigh, hope they qualify.



argh, so sad the 4x200m reley for men’s swimming, we lost to malaysia!! Ahh.by 0.75 sec sumore. and for women, we got smashed by thailand (i tink). and dere got 2 gold, medals. or else malaysia wun overtake us in the medal tally. :( So sad can. niwae, I noticed a interesting triat, the host country always win the most medals..or almost one of the top. It’s like vietnam is leading like dunno wad. nvm, hope we win in the 4x100m freestyle reley today. niwae, it was good performance yesterdae lah, all thanks to our bodybuilders, and snookers, and not forget Joscelin Yeo!! she rocks like hell manz. Ah, today got breaststroke, I tink, and we get to see nicolette. She, too rawks manz, broke jos’s record. hope she smash malaysia's siew yiting. lolz. anyway, went for combine training yesterday, it wasn't that bad lah, i tink after all. but after the whole thing, i only managed to recognised like 6 out of 9 of the guys in my group. and went to spotlight after that to buy the cloth for the banner. but you know what? dere isn't a cloth that is 2.5 m wide, duh. then din buy cloth. end up walking around a.k.a shopping with my mum. esp when i wanted to go home watch sea games :( lolx. and once i came home, came online to see if they won. but unfortunatly... haiz, realise that most of the swimmers are changed, like only half remains from last sea games. i mean like, only4 out of how many guys were left. was amazed that ernest teo din swim yesterday for the relay, perhaps he haven recover from his fever. maybe he will swim tmr, in the 4x100m. haish, before i bored everyone to death, i better stop here. hehe.



sometimes, after you put in loads of effort into something, would u look back and ask urself, is it worth it? i ask myself this question but sadly the answer is i dunno. i feel like giving up now, but seriously, i bu she de give it up. sometimes, i think i really understand why sumone just strained away from us liddat but sometimes, i dun tink i do. she may have felt real bad at that time, why? everything she did wasn't worth it at all. that's why she chose something that she lurves and would be accepted. Nvm if u dun understand me.

i seriously feel that we has some "invisible problems" sometimes, no matter how unwilling are we to say it out. Sometimes, I wonder those who never lost their temper, would dere be a day that he or she lost it. Sometimes, that can be frightening, because u are so used to that person never angry but when he/she lost their temper, the effect can be very big. u shouldn’t bottle up ur feelings. Sometimes, when u reng wu ke reng, it’s like volcano erupting. some choices are difficult. Would you rather say the truth and suffer the consequences or would u rather lie and nothing would happen? It is quite cruel sometimes, but I dunno. choices are what you have to make in life. And u would surely made the best choice you think it is rite? unfortunately, opinions differ, and in the end ur hao yi mei ren xing ling. lolx. what would u feel then? Ah, hao xing bei gou yao. hahaz. I lurve to wonder, what if this, what if that? But dere are a lot of ifs in life, u will never finish thinking what if. ifs are just scenarios, some might come true, some might not, or rather majority wun cum true. has anyone asked you before, if this is the last day of ur life, wad would you do? Most of you would have loads of things you want to do. but if this is the last day of my life, I would want to sit in a hot air balloon. That’s so fun. :) maybe, cos I was never in one.

ah, ling’s b’dae is cumin soon, dunno wad I should give her, maybe cos she dun lack anything. lolx. can’t tink of anything she lacks, seriously. suddenly feel like eating sashimi, but so early, where to get? this morning, I received a sms, although it’s from zing’s fone, I can sense that it’s ling who type the msg, at least it isn’t zing style. pretty sure that it is from ling tho.

If this is the way that it is like, just let it go. dere’s no pt in moulding smthing that would return to its original state. Now, I am just typing wadava that cums out of my mind. So dun mind me, if I am not making sense.




today is the first day of december. yes. and guess wad? i haven touch my hols hw at all. yeah, spent loads of my time on rc for last month. and predicting that i will spent loads of my time on rc again this month. sigh, finally managed to contact kari, and she quitted judo, did anyone know? ah, anyway, she's comin for combined trng, which brings our supposingly presnet to 16--. haha, people is ++ we - -, wadava. sian, maybe i should start on my hw, before my mummy screams at me and not let me go out of house or smth. :P so tired lately, went for a mini pri class gattering on sat. not exactly class get lah. it was one of my ex-classmates sister's b'dae and surprisingly, many of us were dere. sigh, maybe that's changes. some of the guys suprisingly not a lot of tok. anyway, most of us changed in one way or another. oh, and tink we have another class get, at 15th dec, i tink. sigh, hope it dun clash with rc thingy again. why do class gets always clash with sumthing. clash with trng kemp last time. ah, just realise today is beatrice's birthday, yeah, my baobei niece. her 2nd birthday, i tink. ah, going to get her a pressie later. (dere goes my hw) oh, which is cheryl's b'dae also. Happy birthday cheryl !!! ah, this goes to cheryl, hope you will join us soon. but dun tink so, as in the sat when she's back, she will have to do her sfa, so how many trngs we have left, i really dunnoe. I really wun bear to see cheryl go. she's such a nice yearmatie. remember the days we have selling tickets. ah, we sold like siao, esp. the last saturday we sell tix. actually, i dun see how much the tickets affected my studies, cum to tink of it. i mean, in the end, i also only started studying after the whole tickets thingy is finished. oh well, but it is quite true lah, u shouldn't let ur cca affect ur studies. just bought the mavis's cd, tinking if i should by liang jing ru's newest cd. wasting loads of money on cds lately. aiyah, see, the conscience and the unconscience again. did i spell it rite, this time, ling? anyway. so bored. for combine trng anyway, i tink it will probably end up like 1 of us to like maybee 4 or 5 risec2conterparts , sad case. so many going on holidays also. fd comp sign up sheets still not up, aiyah, having 2nd tots in joining. see lah, not having fd lessons for so long, suddenly lost my passion in fd. sigh, i suddenly liked fd a lot a lot after ndp, dunno why. i mean i should really consider this properly. if u sign up, u should be committed, and commit time in it, isn't it? ahhh, i dun wan to take sfa, budden reality is cruel, i have to take it anyway. reality is cruel, it applies to many things, sigh. that's why dreams are always nice or else you call a bad dream a nitemare. sigh, wad toking me. anyway, should go and buy beatrice a pressie.. before i forget.

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