Sunday, March 25, 2007
staring at my gp essay. i dont know what to do with it. it isnt bad at all as compared to the rest. but maybe i am just intimidated by the red marks. and the endless stupid grammer errors that i did. and econs timed assignment tmr. wouldnt say i am totally prepared for it but just that i am not in the mood to prepare for it.
thankyou so much. for asking me to cry it all out. for being there for me always. i always wanted to hug you but refrain from doing that for fear that i give others the wrong impression. but i really love it today.
yes it hurts. i admit.
fell in love at21:26
Saturday, March 17, 2007
I JUST TOTALLY WANNA SCREAM.
yeah. kk is right. i just act like a kid nowadays whenever i can cus there are just too many a times i am expected to act maturally (or how so ever you spell that word). and the freaking hell thing is that i am pilled with so many things i dont enjoy. highlight: DONT ENJOY. enjoying means that is you do things that you enjoy with pride. it wouldnt be a burden but something that you are happy doing it. so dont enjoy just mean the reverse. FREAK. i am just starting to get more pissed than ever. tempted to scold vulagarities than ever. (i still dont yet. so dont make me start)
duty was rather smooth just tiring. and pray tmr's competition and performance would be fine. and i just found out that stupid me didnt bring back the casualty report forms so i have to wait until duno what day before i can completely finish this whole duty. but thanks anyway to kk, alycia and meixia and of cus huimin maam and dor maam for helping up with the duty. as well as uncle abdul and the two cadets, yuping and xiaoli.
and everything just doesnt help when i dont know what so ever happened to my class blog! AHH. my darling class blog IS GONE. i repeat again. IT IS GONE. how come like that. awwww. it just literally vanished into thin air. yes i feel totally upset about it. but this week seriously is TOTALLY mad. training training training. camp camp camp. problems after problems. whats more is i STILL hadnt mug for physics test. i am so like going to be dead for it. someone knock me out hahahahx.
fell in love at20:26
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
just a quick update about my life for all interested people!
all my time are like totally gone this hols. and i am just back from interact super camp! yay!
love the kids so much. POWER RANGER ROCKS. hahah my five rangers!
natasha. thechiogirl.
siting. the smartgirl.
ian. the ap problem kid.
kelvin. the normal one.
rizlan. the hyperactive boy!
and to my fellow group leaders. daryl, zhengxiang that stayed till the very end. and heather and yibing although the left halfway. and finally to suat lay altho i never did see her before.
campfire committee! you guys totally rocks. mingwei, brandon, liangwei, yaozong and clarence. HAHAHHA.
and a good job done for huangcheng!
and kundos to the canoeing girls team! yay lets work hard for the championship!
and in the midst of all this joy. i may not seem as joyful as i look. hahha. i am so the going zi high these days (self-high) and trying to infulence everyone to go high or go around irritating others with my zi high-ness. it is more like i dont know what i am doing. i dont know what i am thinking. i kind of lost of whats going around me.
like i will go OMG. what the hell i am doing.
fell in love at21:26
