Wednesday, March 15, 2006
cant remb whens my last entry. but wells. my blog is pretty stagnant anw.
linkamania meeting on fri. den was choinging e mins late in e night after e mtg cus din think i wld hve time e next wk looking at my schedule. ahh. den in e end also cant remb sleep at what time. but hahah i think e english didnt make sense. and after now it has been approved and just now look thru a bit. e english reallie dussen make sense :P but don care la. hahaaha. ohh went to watch huang cheng. it was super nice! hahaha. yups. love all e three shows! but it was rather abstract and saw a few kids there. wondered if they understand. cus even some of e adults couldnt. hahha. and found e emcee speaking rather slowly. i guess it's not easy to find a whole chinese production nowadays. den was at vip camp. i realise that i din have enuff clothes. so went home in e mrng and went back again. siaos rights. and campfire was quite ok. sians. den i stayyed behind, wanting to help brose pack first aid supplies. yeah. tues.. first aid duty also. super sians. hahah. left camp at 6 plus. reach home at 7 plus. den went out at 8. den reach hq at 11. see the cycle? continously no break. so end up me being very sleepy. sleep sleep.weds went for first aid duty again. got one hospital case. hahaha. okay la. den went hq. p2 activated her sai kang party to help p1.. went there to fold 800 letters. had dinner there too.. den wilson sir was so nice to send mee home hahaha. yep but anw reach home quite late. den chao sleepy liaos. wipo first aid duty again. it's quite interesting actually. the law involved in the trade treaty and stuff. had quite a good time reading those stuff. den in e evening went settlers..
fri. first aid duty again. this time for ncc challenge quest. it was quite messed up yeah. we din know abt e activities before hand. but anw overall turn out quite alright hehh. den went dinner wth wilson. yups. sat. evac accred. woke up late and thot i will be late. but apparently i was the first one there. and ahem. obviously it isnt very nice to say it here. hahaha. so well. imagine what was e situation like la huuh. den aft dat went eat and kenny's birthday. the guys kiwi-ed him quite a bit. he looked like he kana raped la. hehhee.
yep. den e rest of e days. finally no rc stuff! hahha. yep. so on other things. awwa. miss them mans. weeks! nothing much to talk about. just wanna to slow down my life for e moment. too much excitement. too much stuff. yep so now still have stuff going on but obviously not so packed. hope i got time to catch up wth ms ko tho. and the special o kids. maybe help up on e developement of e mainstream sch thing. sighh. i mean this is really not easy. how many teenageers in mainstream sch nowadays have e patience and time to play wth these intellectual disabled kids. alot of ppl have a lot of misconceptions actually. say the truth. my stamina will never be so good now if not for e kids. they sort of pushed me yups. ohh and i revived my thinking brain. somehow helping others to prep for exams actually helping myself to revise my work as well (: hahaha. owells.
and i have to start saving money. spending more than i earn. actaully not really i spent. was paying my grandfather's medical bills and stuff. din wanna burden my parents. owells. just need to tahan this a bit broke period den i suppose will be fine again. heheh.
fell in love at23:52
Thursday, March 09, 2006
ahh i feel like puking blood.
anyways, went for unit training just now. first. it was conducted by the sec3s. fine enough. i was an angel today. or rather for e last few sessions. really talk super nicely to them until cannot be any more nicer liaos. sincerely believe that people will always want others to speak nicely to you and not like shout right. i mean.. indirect shooting is also not too nice. but looks like what their seniors said is reallie true. sighh. it's really a different generation. anyways. seeing them tmr again. sighh. which makes tmr a super siao day.
my heart has been giving me problems lately. hmm. anyway. shall see. been pon-ing quite a number of things sia. feel like pon-ing some other things also. but responsibility somehow say cannot. hehh. fri fri fri. a word i looking fwd to but not looking fwd to also.. haii.
fell in love at19:44
Sunday, March 05, 2006
yayy. back, i found myself lurving blogging now. oh and heres a public apology. i am sorry yearmates. i cant go for enrolment campp. (yes. i know you all are going to kill me) five months. that's how long we din see each other i thinkk. somehow friendships are harder to substain as you grow older. i prolly mention it a lot of times. but sighh. it's really true. i am feeling like a pigg. sleeping all day long. i woke up less den four hrs ago and i feel like sleeping again.
okay. ytd fdc. shant comment much. e most general comment: it was ok lorz. hahaha. but wellz. most of the times it's better not to comment too much. be it in the past or now. den went for lsfc mtg at tcc. hahah. i think e most impt thing was enjoyed myself yeahs. but ytd at fdc. saw jeremiah, ferlicia they all. hahaha. yep ferlicia really change loads. but her wayy of speaking is still e same. hahaha 7 long years. was best friends wth her in p3. somehow when we splited wayys. different classes. different schools. we just slowwwly drifted apart. but was happy to see her! hahaha. all the lit secrets. (: anyways well done! hahah although i only know and trained uu guys for one dayy. oh but one thing abt fdc. i lost my shoes there. zai rightz. hahah how can anyone lose their shoes.
sighh. my eyelids wanna close liaos. shall be a real piggie and go and sleep. hahaha (:
fell in love at16:22
Friday, March 03, 2006
i wasnt sure if it was right. but i am sure that it wasnt wrong. a reply to all your worries and qsns? yups. nodds head. i wun spend all my time on rc. don worry.
anw. back from cell group. somehow felt a bit detached not going for so long. yepp jianxiong was there as usual and stuff. but i ended up being super quiet today. no idea why. then took a cab back home. and real tired out. so today. after the usual stuff, went home change and decided to go hq to help p2 do a bit of sai kang.. reach there at about 4 plus.. den met jen at 6.30.. went to have jap food before going kelly's house. kelly's real sweets mans. oh mann. lurveee her.
and e mentioning of e name kelly made me realise i know like 3 kellys? and at least 3 desmonds. and hai. cant be bothered to count e others. and i have a feeling i am losing my voice again. hehh. this is super badd mans. anyway. finish collating the evac results hehh. wasnt too disappointed. was overall quite ok. which make me thhink about what i want to do tmr afternoon. should i go to one of my units (redcross again.) or should i practice my piano or should i just stay at home and sleep (since i am quite lack of sleep) or i can do some other thing. which includes going to awwa. omg. i have like 5 choices hahaha. maybe use the flower petal method to decide since i cant really decide :o hahaha.
maybe i should just go for my darling SLEEP! :P hahaha. oh wells since sat is fdc. kinda feel weird seeing the kids worry abt fdc and encouraging each other wth e jiayous and stuff. somehow to fdc and maybe other comps also. i just hve like no response. hehh. maybe grown out of the stage hehh. i mean i cant really recall the last timee i have this feeling. the excitement. the fear that u will just screwed up. all the encouragement. letters. jiayous. notes. wdv. and a few years back. u will seee all of them polishing boots (not many care nowadays) hehh.
was reading wanling's blog. made me misss my year so much. i din know i misss them so much. omg. and i suddenly miss the days i was a nco. and suddenly i find myself suddenly a vi. different environment. different cadets. not so vocal. not so confident. (in comparison) and yet i have to deal with them. yeah. it aint easy. but slowly adapting. i think i am the only vi in my batch that is plunge into a totally new environment
alone. but well. i think i will enjoy. i know i will.
fell in love at00:39
