Tuesday, November 30, 2004
hees. back from camp. with a high fever. whats wrong with me. sigh. wasnt in my thots also from camp. just could not get him off my back of my mind. he is just dere. altho he passed away for one mth le. was it destined or anything? dat day of netball carn when i wore de bracelet agn, he walked out of the world permeanantly. when i was at class gathering. was it worth it? hies. i duno. but i hate you for leaving me alone~
talking about camp. i just wasnt in my thots. couldn't remb where the stupid keys are. keep misplacing loads of stuff. din even know what de hell i was doing. even when i was running de 5 rounds. surprised dat my body could take it. but then again. i think i was thinking about other stuff and basically, my legs was just moving. blah.
anyway, i am not free from now until 20th. and den aft 20th, prob hve to be busy over orientation again. wah. what nice hols. when i barely had one day of rest. still hve training camp reflections. or maybe called report. sigh.
sigh. hope to have a gathering with bravo tho. aft de 20th. miss dem loads. or rather i miss a lot of pple loads these days. but wads de use. some people will never be back again. next year would be a crap year. i can imagine myself hating it already. and jan esp. i dun wish to do it. but do i have a choice? owells. i may be super independent or anything. but well. sigh. wads de use. shant say anymore. rp. rp. rp. rp. sucks.
fell in love at19:05
Friday, November 19, 2004
think i din blog for one month le.
anyway. just saying i shant be blogging until i feel like again.
just feel so low dat i just dun feel like.
somemore so busy.
with my lousy (or rather failing) memory.
just can't remb where i put de unit photos order list. SIGH!
misplaced or forgot where i put a lot of things. sigh.
everyday's jus so busy.
and i hate nightmares. or rather not so nice dreams.
fell in love at20:16
