Thursday, December 04, 2003
sometimes, after you put in loads of effort into something, would u look back and ask urself, is it worth it? i ask myself this question but sadly the answer is i dunno. i feel like giving up now, but seriously, i
bu she de give it up. sometimes, i think i really understand why sumone just strained away from us liddat but sometimes, i dun tink i do. she may have felt real bad at that time, why? everything she did wasn't worth it at all. that's why she chose something that she lurves and would be accepted. Nvm if u dun understand me.
i seriously feel that we has some "invisible problems" sometimes, no matter how unwilling are we to say it out. Sometimes, I wonder those who never lost their temper, would dere be a day that he or she lost it. Sometimes, that can be frightening, because u are so used to that person never angry but when he/she lost their temper, the effect can be very big. u shouldn’t bottle up ur feelings. Sometimes, when u
reng wu ke reng, it’s like volcano erupting. some choices are difficult. Would you rather say the truth and suffer the consequences or would u rather lie and nothing would happen? It is quite cruel sometimes, but I dunno. choices are what you have to make in life. And u would surely made the best choice you think it is rite? unfortunately, opinions differ, and in the end ur
hao yi mei ren xing ling. lolx. what would u feel then? Ah,
hao xing bei gou yao. hahaz. I lurve to wonder, what if this, what if that? But dere are a lot of ifs in life, u will never finish thinking what if. ifs are just scenarios, some might come true, some might not, or rather majority wun cum true. has anyone asked you before, if this is the last day of ur life, wad would you do? Most of you would have loads of things you want to do. but if this is the last day of my life, I would want to sit in a hot air balloon. That’s so fun. :) maybe, cos I was never in one.
ah, ling’s b’dae is cumin soon, dunno wad I should give her, maybe cos she dun lack anything. lolx. can’t tink of anything she lacks, seriously. suddenly feel like eating sashimi, but so early, where to get? this morning, I received a sms, although it’s from zing’s fone, I can sense that it’s ling who type the msg, at least it isn’t zing style. pretty sure that it is from ling tho.
If this is the way that it is like, just let it go. dere’s no pt in moulding smthing that would return to its original state. Now, I am just typing wadava that cums out of my mind. So dun mind me, if I am not making sense.
fell in love at10:30
