Sunday, April 25, 2004
feeling rather low lately, as in not depressed lah. but just not high, rather neutral, so life is a bit ping dan. if i am depressed, i wun even blog. esp when all of them are training hard. nobody pei wo. cos i guess it is really near, and they dun have time to pei wo as much as they do b4. cos it is only like 3 mths away. maybe after the games. haish. i am sorry if i dun reply on my tagboard lah. cos i usually just blog and never go on tagboard and read. anyway, i can't wait for hols. dunno why. and my specs broken lah. i got another pair lah, but i dun like to wear it. so force to wear contacts. i mean, i think i never wore contacts so far to sch. lalala, but contacts quite troublesome to wear sometimes. and have to wear properly. just feel so speechless. i sorta know the standard of our unit has sorta drop drastically in this few years, and the bond in years has never been as strong as before, it's sorta true lah. compared like 4 years before. i dunno what lah. the problem is usually easy to identified but hard to find a solution. i suddenly miss the life in sec1and 2 where u just play and play. i guess u find the fun while carrying out your responsibilities in sec3. called ku2 zhong1 zuo4 le. i feel that my year failed to show concern to our juniors anyway. but i think it's good that the sec2s are strict to the sec1s. but erm, sigh, i shan't say. i feel so shi bai sometimes.. shall continue next entry..
fell in love at15:20