Sunday, May 16, 2004
came back from camp. was reading suk-hui ma'am's letter. altho it is like her only letter to us, suddenly feel that i really dun want them to pass out. as in i was rather neutral at first. but i tink i wld really miss them. as in after being like a junior for so many years, ok, maybe 2 years+, then suddenly have to be in charge and blah, with noone to watch over directly, i guess it's a bit weird. cos i nearly wanted to cry when i read her note. duno what my reaction will be if it is really pop that day.
ok. me trying to promote transparancy in my year now. so must have regular updates and must make our community useful. hahaa. anyway, i feel that the sec4 ma'ams really try to equip us with skills that we need. anyway, as much as we dunwan to sec4 ma'ams to pass out. they still have to pass out sumdae. sumore i think they concentrating on their o'levels. i mean if the ma'ams continue being in charge of us, it'll be sorta selfish of us right? but i tink i really will miss them very much. maybe that's what i feel now. or it might change. i believe that actually most of us wld change when we take over, no matter now we dun tink we will.
niwae, i still left my yi lun wen haven rite yet. argh.. mee so dead. but surprisingly, me sleeping less than 2 hrs actually felt so awake now. sumtimes, i hope that i can be more disciplined. to finish erything. but cannot be so inflexible mah. cos i just like to watch tv haha.
fell in love at16:10
