Sunday, July 11, 2004
can't believe it.. i typed 12 pages of logistics for trng kemp le.. when i haven even cover half the activities of logistics. no wonder sum ppl say it's the worst job. ery jobs has it difficulties de ba. wadava. i jus wana get trng kemp over and done with. cos i seriously wana [hopefully] finish all my rc stuff tis mth. or mebe most. stuff lke documents for comm serice award. fa kits. openhouse. yearbk. uniform acessories. wadava. and take the next 2.5 mths to really study.. cos i tink the fakits can last 2.5 mths aniwae.. wadava it is ba. i feel tt i spent my past 7 mths tis year wholeheartly on redcross.. inclusive of tis mth. and tt's enuff. ok mebe 6.5 mths. sumone told me studies shld be the top piority and so doesit mean tt more time shld be spent on studies. haix wadava. i guess i really enjoy secretariet work. altho sumtimes sick with it. cos couldn't resist helping els with trng kemp proposal. i finish half of her secre's work on trngkemp proposal le. anyway. she also haf loads of wk. f n b plus sumting else which i dun wish to mention here is really a lot of work. but happy to say tt log is my last part for trng kemp. lolx.
anw. heard yueqi took over yesterdae. as expected, she's v.chair + sec2 level head + first aid msitress. haha. feel weird act. noe qte a lot of chairs and tables. and she sorta start to stress le. so i told her not to. anw, i told her even u stress oso must stay happy. which i failed to do so. but she so happi erydae. will one de. feelin qte a lot of changes arnd me anw. so many of my grp ppl haf taken over. all zhang da le. but i tink we are still rather close. heh.. sumone asked me b4 why i rather work with my grpmates more. or a qsn liddat. i tink dere's a diff. with my yearmates.. when i am really tired.. and i tink dey can cope.. i will just go and sleep. with afew of my groupmates.. even when i am really tired. we will finish the work together. and go and slp at arnd the same time? ok.. altho it's not all of my grp. a few or dem is reali enuff. even a heartwarming.. "________ lurves u!!" also helps. it makes me willing to slp at 4 and wake up at 7.. hug my pillow in front of the com to chiong proposal. i guess i rarely say my true confessions face to face.. but it doesn't matter act. sorta yi xin hui yi leng. so forget it. jus ranting here for the sake of ranting.
fell in love at14:41
