Saturday, July 10, 2004
haix. currentaffairs todae. shan't tok abt tt. anw, it ended at arnd 6.15.. den after tt, was debating if i shld go straight home or go buy boot socks. went angmokio to buy boot socks. and guess wad? it's out of stock. and den decided since i am here, mite as well but more stuff. so i went to buy the secre's file. loads of first aid materials. hairnets. buttons rings.. and i dunno wad lah. but most is rc stuff. spent more than 200 bucks. sumore onli bought for a few fa kits. tml gg shopping for fa supplies agn..still got 4 more to go.. and staff rm one.. jiayou. reach home at 9.30.. and i feel abit guility act. ever since june hols. 70 percent of the daes i've been gg home after 8. and 40 percent of the time after 9 and sumtimes qte late.
owells. wadava. act, i feel tt i've been defending the juniors alot lately. act not defending. i guess it's jus reasonable. to put urself in the juniors' shoes b4 u make ani decision. unfortunately, most ppl dun understand tt.. and sum ppl dun even bother to tink.. and it's jus tt unfair tt tis world runs tt majority rules. i guess i can try my very best, but i reali can't stand it sumtimes. i already comprimise alot le lolx. by reducing SWAMI to twice a mth onli, or some amt, diff ery mth. trngs aint meant to train ppl to death. if u tink sl sessions..welfare projects.. and sum other interesting stuff are not impt and taken away.. i can jus fan1 lian3 with u de. i tink dey mite be happier if i fan lian or quit act. dun haf ppl opposing dem all dae. life's never fair. but alwaiz put urself in other ppl's shoes..it's jus a case of self realisation. mebe i onli learnt it recently.. but i tink i learnt it in time.. in a sense. oh yeah. btw. just answering tis qsn for once and for all. stop asking me abt it. i'm sick of answering it. the qsn is why do i bring such a big bag with me? [it's a hiking bag act, and app it's bigger den my trng kemp bag] anw, the answer is cos if i bring a big bag, it means tt i am gg shopping. tt's why i need to stuff my things inside, happy?
eryone has been saying tt i've been v.quiet lately. or rather most of my class. lost my hyper self. i guess i can be rather hyper at times. and to my yearmates, i'm jus unusually quiet. wadava. todae's trng.. i was nco. anw, i am qte impress with sum ppl lately. but shan't mention here. anw, todae's trng. i was feelin rather hyper in the mrng. planning to change into trackpants when i get to sch. but for sum stupid reason, called speech dae goh, i couldn't change and hafta see tcher. oh wadava, i was so pissed lorhs. can u all ask ppl permission b4 u include the psn in sum stupid thing like speech dae goh. unfortunately, sum ppl dun. anw, i can say tt i am rather unhappy tt i am in speech dae goh. but nvr mind. actually.. i understand in a sense, it's jus lke tt period tt i did things mebe without telling eryone. i hafta admit. dun reali wanna say, but tink i realised and change a lot since late apr. and den back to trng. it's jus tt after a while.. less den 1hr act. i jus lost my hyper self. and lost my temper. can't stand it. but din reali fa hen da de pi qi. kept asking myself to control. and i succeed in a sense. i manage to hold back my words b4 sumbudie i saw was in the verge of tears. and the stupid classrooms wasn't open even when it was aledi booked.. on weds lolx. then i ran all over the sch like a idiot to find the security guard. and i gave up aft 1/2 hr. den saw shing and both of us ran and ran and found the security guard. yay! den the room open. actually, i feel tt the ma'am's year style is very diff from ours. at least, i feel now the foucs is on trng and acreeds. redcross in not only on trngs and acreeds.. but i decided to not say anything le. unless dey zuo until very guo fen, lke wad i said above. i will make sure i fan1 lian3..
fell in love at22:19
