Saturday, July 31, 2004
hehx. tat feeling is back agn. i tried to get rid of it but i can't. it jus came back to me. but tis time, i felt abit more objective. it isn't to anione. and i am not tat stressed now. it's jus a feeling tat came to me. act i believed that for me..tat no matter how much work dere is.. i wld nvr give up as long as i reali lurve it or willing to work for it. i believe i noe myself well ba, but mebbe it's not tis case. cos bang guan zhe qing, ji mo zhe hei. but owells.
anw. talk abt more interesting stuff. todae went shopping for fa kit items agn. haha.. i spent more den 300 dollars on the fa kit stuff. which means i am broke now. plus the money tat haven got back yet. got 400 over le. it was sup to be money for my china trip and saving up for smth but owells.. partly cos i decided to spoil myself todae and bought sum stuff.. so i spent arnd 400 in total?? haha.. cos i can't resist the temptation of not buying smth i lke so much..
and yesterdae.. my god sis's sharon's wedding. ahaha. i got another brother-in-law le... vincent.. haha.. so she bcame mrs quek. hehe.. i sud feel abit lonely act. lke most of my cousins tat i was close to.. got married and haf children, their own family. life. sorta left me one by one. haix, so feel abit lonely sumtimes. actually i tink those not married yet ye mei you duo shao. cos i am one of the youngest of my generation ba. prob only left ivy and marilyn. if i am not wrong. haha, prob bcos dey got married means less pressies for me. haha. anw.. back to our mrs quek's wedding. haha, she looked so pretty yesterdae.
duh, of cos. the bride is the prettiest. and seeing vincent and her ai qing chang pao so long.. finally got married and settle down. hope you all got a di san zhe soon.. haha. meaning zao sheng gui zi.. haha. and vincent my bro-in-law must take care of my sis hor.. (:
cum to tink of it. i am already auntie to a few of the xiao guas. haha. altho mos call me jie. cos i'm still so young rite. lemee try to count ah. at lest got 10 le.. haha so many.. haha lemee tink how many mrs i haf for cousin and sis.. i am so bo liao i noe. got mrs yap. mrs tiong.. mrs quek.. mrs tan.. mrs ng.. ahh. can't remm le. hehe. bo liaos. lemee name my nephews and nieces den. got tianle. ruining. carrie [itink], brenda. beatrice.sigh sigh. me shi bai. cannot remm le. anw. i tink my cousin is gg to get married soon. he is 12 yrs older den me haha. yah. den he's lke one out of the two 'internal' grandson my grandfather has.. besides my bro. yea. told ya i am 1 of the youngest le.
anw. did i ever say i lke tis song very much? yea. anw, nvr had the time to paste it here so her is it todae.n remm i was telling cheryl last year tat if we ever can sing it sucessfully for talentime.. sure get into finals one. confirm.. i lurve tis song mans..
tonight, i feel close to you
performed by Stefanie Sun and Mai Kuraki~
Close my eyes, and feel your mind.
Time has passed, i walked like a shadow.
Never knew, what i'm going through
You touched my heart and take my breath away
Wisper on the wind so softly (softly)
Let the bright stars light the sky above
Reach out for your hand (Your hand is my key)
And you show me the way
*Tonight i feel close to you
You open my heart and light the sky above,
When I need friend, you are there by my side.
I wish we could stay as one ( I wish we could stay forever as one)*
All the tears that haunt my past
You promised it'll be better tomorrow
Play that song you and I listened to
And let it gently ease our pain
Tender rain drops from the blue sky (blue sky)
Flower's blomming, Life's so divine
Like sunlight on a stream (You're holding my key)
You showed the world to me
Repeat *
So much love in this beautiful world
Search for the brighest star in the sky
You will find the meaning of love.
Don't be afraid (Don't be afraid)
Just be yourself (Just be yourself)
We need this love (We need this love)
I never know (I never know)
ooo. btw. i tink tis year ndp cadets are closer den the last year's batch. at lest dey noe their whole contingent can. mebe bcos dey onli haf 54 ppl includin reserves. and last yr was lke 100+ haha. but it's good to be close.. hehex. and tis yr dey onli haf 6 files. which means dey prob dunid belok so badly. unlike our 11 files. hehx. crap. crap. but our last year contingent got more ppl lolx. den got more ppl to zheng. cos got more ppl having b'dae each week. hahaha.
anw.. i beri sad act. cannot go for fd sliver acreed. if i could. i wld pon tat nats camp briefing. sigh sigh.
fell in love at20:56
