When fate decides to lend a hand,
all you have to do is go with the flow,
but when fate decides to turn its back on you,
you will have more to do than to fall and weep.
-kelli

the story behind first aid duty. hmm. shan't talk abt it. and i shld stop tinking. serious, cos i've been start to regreting alot alot of things. wad past is past. tryin to convince myself. sheesh. i feel tt i am a total failure anw. was looking at the board in the rc room.. feel lke a total loser.

den was reading my last yr trng kemp report. this reali made me feel tt i changed. be it for the betta or the worse. i guess mrs teo's reali rite. jus in less than 12 mths, anyone, anything might change. ur values changed, ur goal in life changes. ur focus in life also changes. poc next wk. will it change my life? i dunno. i dun wanna noe.

anw, i say i wun tok abt rc stuff. so i wun. yep. the prc ppl came todae. and i felt lke a total loser too. cos my cheena jus went haywire sumhow and sum gal still say i so zai. eng and cheena both so good. sigh.. wadava.. it's prob cos i can speak to her in both languages.. tat's why..

i feel like saying sumting here.. but i shan't cos i noe it will lead to conflicts. comments. wadava. shall jus type in notepad and save in my com or smth. but i haf one pt mus say here, as a summary.. candy, u rawk.. thanks for being such a great fren..

2 weeks ago. i made a promise to myself not to haf regrets. glad to say tt i din haf any regrets so far.. even tho i quaralled wif ppl.. pissed wif ppl. wadava. i dun regret the reason behind i did it. neither do i regret wad i hafta done. for this.. i am contented. not happy tho. dun feel lke smiling at all.

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