Sunday, August 01, 2004
forgot to say sumting yesterdae. i lost my temper agn. i tink i looked rather fierce when i said "i/c!! are u sure that's is the only toilet around??" and blah. cos i tink my facial expression + tone was abit scary. okkayy. i dunno la. jus feel tat way after tat.. haix.. i tink even if as much as i want to be nice during trng camp.. tink i cannot control my temper in the end lolx. cos i bet even if i am nice on the first dae.. on the 2nd or 3rd day.. when i'm tire and pissed. i will jus give tat face de. how to say..? mebe it's sumtimes haf high expectations.. den if cannot meet den a bit pissed lolx. with myself..cos u feel u are a failure.. i admit tat i am very perfectionist on sumtings.. or mebe u call it particular abt sum tings.. and sorta very plan ahead psn.. and thus wanna get tings done asap.. and hate doing tings last min stuff.. haix.. but i wasn't liddat in pri sch lolx. i was very last min in pri sch. but mebe now bcos alwaiz got last min notices ma.. den frm experience want to plan ahead.. den if last min notices den wun shou mang jiao luan.. anw, tat's meee.. haha..
toking abt expectations.. jus tinking abt it.. and as i was tinking..tis was wad i feel la.. live up to your own expectations.. not others. i wanna do it. but sumhow affected by other's expectations? haix.. oh yea. bravo confirmed 100% pass le.. hahaha.. we rocks. yes i noe tat.. ahahaha.. tml got chem mole quiz and maths quiz.. oh yea. i'm gg to die soon. and national dae rehearsal.. ahh.. need my darling full uni agn.. if u can sense my sacarsm.. hmm. and after tat 6th nid full uni agn.. den 14th nid full uni agn.. den 21st nid full uni agn. tis is as bad as ndp last year lolx. sigh sigh. but i miss the days where we ery wk go national stadium in full uni. go dere and march.. eat kfc.. hahaha..
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