When fate decides to lend a hand,
all you have to do is go with the flow,
but when fate decides to turn its back on you,
you will have more to do than to fall and weep.
-kelli

i ser feel lke giving up now. i know alot of peeps ask me to be strong. but i really cannot take it anymore.

sometimes i feel dat lao tian loves to make fun of us. i realised dat my left hand is so weak dat i can't play the piano properly any more. and dats very sad for me. i feel lke a total loser. piano has alwaiz been my love. haish. i was so hysterical jus now when i cldn't play.

wads more is the hist pt. sigh. i finished it beautifully. but it just got stolen wth my whole bag lahh. when in hospital. a&e. fine. i hve to admit it was in chaos then. so dun reali blame anyone. sigh. but even if i manage to reproduce the score again. i can't even play. not even with the keyboard.

yea. so i am typing with 1hand now too. i guess i'm typing all these in a calm manner now. wondering if i shld go sch tml and take my bio eoi. yea. i know i hve a choice. but owells. since the whole class is taking. mite as well. since it doesn't make a diff at all to me.

and if i hve to put off my dip bcos of this for another year again. sigh. i really dunno wad to do. i guess its mixed feelings of disappointment and sad. i mean i can't play the right tempo. the right feel. can't even meet my own expectations. sigh. what you expect.

some people asking me to hang on. but do u know how hard it is to hang on? esp for a long period.

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