Saturday, September 11, 2004
haish. had agm with msang for 2.5 hrs skipping lunch. so.. expected another attack. and jus as i expected. it came lah. but now regret so much. sigh. it was terrible. i should hve jus walked away to hve lunch and not go for it.
bah. the fact is tat i shldn't hve gone for trng in the first place today. duno why i suddenly feel lke going today. and skip my appointment. skip my lunch. wadda hell. which makes me running a high fever now. sumore jus now had gluclose. it was horrible. i jus felt it was horrible. anw. which makes me tink tat i really shouldn't go for tcamp. cos even if i go. tat is even if my parents and doctor agree. i gotta get my own meals. cos mos prob can't eat loads of tings. den do tis do tat. aiyah. zong zhi it's ma fan and gotta take care of myself. sumore i dun wan other ppl to tc of me instead.
i realise i spent 30 mins typing the crap above. feel lke slping now altho it's dinner. i din slp ytd oso. no wonder i'm tire. sigh. zzz.
fell in love at18:41