Friday, October 15, 2004
i met de most crapo doctor on earth today. serious. oh btw. for those who are concerned. i got a beta record and a three days suspension. yep. anw. back to de stupid doctor. jus dat i was feelin weak lke crazy bcos of de low blood count yah. then i so the went to de clinic in hope dat i dunnid to go to de hospital.and when i saw the crapo doctor. aft lke diagnose abit ah. he ask. "so what do you wan me to do for you?" den i was like. hello you are the doctor and you are asking me?? and sumore hes some quite qualified surgeon also. ok den next. he said. "erm, i can't do anything much here" i was like okayy. and he think think think. then he said. "i recommend you to go to de hospital now." so i was like okay. den he continued with sum crap like hes not writing a letter cus he scared he confused de doctor. and blah blah blah. and so he din dare to prescribe any medication also. yah. except some "multiple vitamins" oh mans. thanks alot mans. and after he gave me that. he said. but i think you should still go to the hospital now. and then aft dat he asked again.. do u wan me to do anything for you?.. then he said "er, u want an mc?" i was like roll eyes. hello? tml is a sat. and if i really want an mc right i could hve jus walked into de clinic on sun nitez and u know get an mc. WELL. i dun wan an mc. i WANT to get well. i want to regain my original inner strength. able to run with my frens like last time 2.4km ran so many rounds with dem and yah.
anw. saw mrs prama today. yep. de matter hve been settled more or less. well. for those who dunno. i sort of fell into depression plus not feeling very well. dats why i did something very wrong. which is er. to forge something. and yah. whether it is consciously, sub-consciously or unconsciously. it is wrong. so yep. if you did wrong. face up to de consequences. which is why de beta record. owells. anw. this incident made me realise i hve alot of friends who love me and care for me. haha. thanks everyone. altho i am not totally out of depression or anything or dat crap yet. i felt a lot better since this crappo matter hve been cleared up. oh yea. and 72hrs comm service too. but i dun mind comm service anw. haha. but gotta start mugging for exams.
anyway. i really can't stand dat crapo doctor!! and i not going sgh today mans. no matter wad anyone says. still nid to mug. shall see tml. if i feel really terrible then i go. cus i prob wun be out mans. cus dey prob put me on dat potassium saline drip. and it's quite pain.. hearing from cheryl. and i can forget abt doing eoys if i get dat stupid drip. ah. so far found 5 kinds of drip. sodium chloride. magnesium. glucose. potassium. calcium. haha. maybe i will find out more. oh and in fact you will have one drip of urine every minute. den when u reach arnd 250ml to 300 ml u will feel like going to de toilet. and everyday supp to drink 2500ml to 3000ml and app. 500 ml is lost thru your skin. so theoratically. u are sup to go toilet 6 to 8 times a day. sounds familiar mans. 6 to 8 glasses of water a day?? maybe i glass go toilet once. haha.
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