Tuesday, March 01, 2005
ah. mc today. with a high fever. and also took the excuse to have a day to choing my hw. but just now suddenly brainwave. got ant idea for service learning stuff!! sigh, haha but as usual. no volunteers. all my usual batch of volunteers are busy. haha. was thinking of working wth hope and bring those nepal stuff to sell in school or smth. shld be quite interesting. and should be quite appealing to rgs gals. all the money will go to constructing third world countries. haha. hai. got overseas expedition end of year leh. but cannot go. can never let my parents find out that i spent ALL my time volunteering. they will just kill me on the spot. haha. maybe not all my time in the past. but i guess since nov last year. i just find myself wu fa zi ba and just do all these. hai. maybe i will just help them plan their expedition then. but lucky, i spread out all my volunteering places. so even if they discover 1 also wun die. la la la.
some pple says i am not practical. all these wun earn you a rice bowl. wadava. i dun care. believe me. i wun die of hunger. but the fellow volunteers that i know this past so many mths is enough to make up for everything. fear, faliure, expectations. are just a illusion. something which humans ended up which forces them to make a choice. what matters is the end of the day. when you reach the end of your life, what do you expect most. an honours degree. maybe yes. maybe not. but not for me. you wan to be a gyne. so wad if bcome a gyne? wld people when they reach the end of the life remembered that you got a honours degree. no they wld not, but they wld remb the very lit care you gave them that touched their heart.
looking back. i am sure i made the right choice. seriously. i dun mind repeating another year. but wun it be the same story again?
fell in love at10:46
