Sunday, March 06, 2005
hah. i got 7 mins to blog. hmm. i typed an entry 2days ago. but it is saved in my notebook. hmm. anw, talk abt ytd.
goh was screwed
1) the commands cannot be heard. so cant the timing. so it turn up screwed.
2) casulties. so it screwed us up.
heard that ringers were also screwed, they had no conductor.
so conclusion. founder's day formal proceedings was screwed.
talking to yongkeong ytd. suddenly found how teenagers now are controlled by society. with no means of breaking through from this. this is really sad you know. hai, heard that he could get to the national team for judo, but he din go cus his mum din allow. think his mum think that there is no future. had a long chat ytd tho. arnd 5 hrs? hah. it's good to do some catching up sometimes. anw. talk abt wad we chat abt nxt time.
felt upset about loads of stuff lately. i know i am falling back in to depression again. kept trying to pull myself out. yup. i know i dun look depresed or anything. but i guess some pple around me can just see it. i am tired you know. am i not allowed to take a break? am i not a human? the slash down dere reminded me of you, you know. no one knows about it, but you do. no one knows me as well as you do. cus you know i am upset now.
saw a website debating about crushes and true love. crushes are so-called love at first sight, and is selfish and self-centred. agreed. seriously, dun believe in any long-lasting love based on love at first sight. i dun think it is love at first sight. it's more likely taking a liking to at first sight. true love is based on a long term relationship, and it is care and concern, and sacrificial. agreed. but true lovers might not have the chance to be together.
hai. looks like my hols are as busy as can be. sometimes wondering wad is life. when everyone's life has the same ending.
fell in love at16:48
