Sunday, March 06, 2005
hah. sometimes dun ask wads her problem. the fact is she has no problem. cus both parties think differently dat in a way, you think he/she has a prob. dats something i learnt long ago. which is why i remain indifferent abt loads of pple's actions. it's rather pissing, but learnt to tolerate and you wld win at the end of the day. cus others cannot take it and walk away.
i dun dare to take one more step anymore. i am just scared that the next step i take. i will just break down and bang on the wall or something. yup, i know i can switch myself to maximum happiness mode in front of people, or as and when i like. but i cant switch it on twenty four hours a day. everyday seems lke a torture. crying spells more often. bah.
sometimes, wld like to blame him. but will think. are his intentions good? i dontknow.
quote from somewhere:
unreal bliss. fake happiness. the present me, tired.i guess everyone is. but eryone has to go on.
fell in love at21:26