Monday, March 14, 2005
hee. enrolment camp ended yesterday. well done juniors ((:it was sucessful superficially. in depth, well. shant say. so did promotion. be it the answer to who deserve it or not [which i do not wish to comment]. just hoping that it leads to minimum dispute. i guess it's not that i wish to comment. it's just that we have no right to judge i guess. we have the right to choose. or rather say that rank is something you wear. and at the end of the day, respect is what we earn.
heh. went school early in the morning today. then went hq. sigh. met joe again. what a coincidence. i finally find how mean is it to reject someone. but on my thinking sense, i had to. i dont want to hurt him. i will never fall into this kind of trap again. never, never. obviously it led to a series of feelings. why is everyone unintentionally pushing me to the bottomless pit again? anw. i realised that mr chua said a very different thing to me as compared to the others during parade. hai. weird. somebody once said i am that kind of person who live with my values and would die to protect my values. i know i am very stubborn adhereing to my values system even if i need to oppose to the whole world. i rather keep true to what i believe in regardless of expectations or demands.
i clearly know that. but i dun care. if you go against your values. then wads the use of living? anw. at first got a lot of things to type abt enrol camp, but not now. realise dat i dun wan to say anything hurting. dun wan to hurt myself anymore.
i have you to be with me.
fell in love at20:15
