When fate decides to lend a hand,
all you have to do is go with the flow,
but when fate decides to turn its back on you,
you will have more to do than to fall and weep.
-kelli

i am suddenly scared. for che. nothing scares me more than all these now. ever since kor was gone. ever since he was gone. ever since she committed suicide. ever since i saw a decomposed body. ever since he went for brain op. the truth is. i am scared.

i know it is no use thinking what if. and you wld ask me to think positive. but somehow so many negative things happened that practically just depress you. or is it that aft meeting so many negative things, we will have a happy ending? haha. maybe it wld be liddat. or maybe that only happen in fantasies.

he brought me a lot of happy memories. i was never ever so heartbroken before. some pple may think all is fine now. but the fact is my heart still ache. remb when i was a bit younger. i always thot when people said heart ache, it is only a metopher. but only when i experience it, i finally realise that the heart do ache. che too brought me back nice memories. somehow feel that the lit time we spent together was very precious. she is just a very very dear friend to me.

we are often looking for answers. but unfortunately. life never offers answers. it hides them and let us look for it. or sometimes. we never found the answer. never found the solution.

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