When fate decides to lend a hand,
all you have to do is go with the flow,
but when fate decides to turn its back on you,
you will have more to do than to fall and weep.
-kelli

wake up loser.

i feel sleepy. on mc tmrw. but obviously gg sch tmrw since there is trng. i feel depressed. scared. sometimes just wish to get the knife and poke into myself. sigh. dussen matter. i am already torn into pieces anw. a distorted me. torn into so many places that wans me. i feel like a piece of pork. being chop into so many pieces, but been so numb that i duno how many pieces i have been cut into. someone tell me what to do please. been told to do homework by my parents. but obviously my heart isnt there. is it my subconscious mind that been told by him that i must help them? or have my soul been following him all the time?

have no idea.
i only know i am scared.

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