When fate decides to lend a hand,
all you have to do is go with the flow,
but when fate decides to turn its back on you,
you will have more to do than to fall and weep.
-kelli

i am really confused at this point of time. there is two sides psyco-ing me. whether to join hq or not. i am sorry. but i really don't know. asking me to choose either side is a painful choice you know. but what i am veryvery sure is. cheryl, i dunwan to lose you as a friend.

saw my groupmates today(: so happy. really miss ulp. that i cried. hai. sometimes, i wonder wads life. and do i really know them. what am i doing. the answer is i don't know. do i really know all of you all, after these three and a half years? do i understand how you all feel? do i understand how you all think? well, maybe the fact is i don't. or to put it in simpler words. i would know how you all feel, but yet i can't see the rationale for why you all are feeling so. i am confused. it seems that everything is leaving one by one.

it seems natural for people to leave one by one in your life. perhaps i am one person that cannot take seperations. i don't know. why do you all want me to make so painful decisions? some people said that i am too kind. that's why i feel so painful. is it true? i thot i was selfish too.

i don't know why i do the things i do, you know.

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