Wednesday, August 03, 2005
something zee said today describe my feelings all along. the feeling of being out of place. yet in place. i finally realise what it is. perhaps i am just the odd one out from my year. all my yearmates do things for the unit more than for redcross. yet i do things for redcross more than the unit. sounding complicated? not really. couldn't find words to describe this feeling at all in the past. only now. i realise.
i also realise i am getting more and more quiet. in the context that i don't like to talk as many occasions as i do in the past. today marks the last training. hai. so most of the yearmates stuff is already sort of phrase out. but not mine. guess welfare really still have a lot of work. maybe welfare treasurer are all jobs behind the scene. secre and qm too. but welfare and treasurer work is really behind the scene.
i am really really looking forward to seeing bravo! yay!
fell in love at23:28