When fate decides to lend a hand,
all you have to do is go with the flow,
but when fate decides to turn its back on you,
you will have more to do than to fall and weep.
-kelli

sorry szeyin. if i made you feel bad.

i have changed. i changed to be more vulnerable to feelings. to things. to matters. to people.

i am not the person i was in the past. if you want the me in the past. then GO BACK TO THE PAST!

i still can be efficient. i still can use my brains. i still can scold you all (if i want). i still can help you.
but i can't love anymore. all my love has been given away.

sorry to the four of you all(outside school). at least what i thought was four.i don't know what you all found in me. but i can't love any of you. no matter how hard i try. i know you all tried hard. perhaps i did not try hard enough.

but i don't want to try anymore. my heart hurts.

sorry ms ko. i know i disappoint you. but i tried so many times. you tried your best. i guo bu liao wo zi ji na guan. and i don't want to try anymore.

perhaps the point when we started it was a mistake. in fact a lot of things had been a mistake. i just pray that it wun become a bigger mistake.

PROFILE

AMDIS (:
girl
singapore
mayflowerpri
greenridgepri
rafflesgirls
hadlian
101'02
201'03
306'04
406'05
hwachongjc
07s65
classrep
hcanoegirls
hcinteract
huangcheng07
4thaug89
eighteen
redcrossVI(:
awwa volunteer