Tuesday, September 27, 2005
really pissed now. you stupid sucker gong-er. hope you really go and die. i just want to throw you out of the room. why dun you curse yourself. i just want to bang your head with a pot and hope you get head injury. HAHA.
i guess this is rare for me. i mean, in my memory, i don't think i scold anyone a sucker in my blog before. this is the first. and i think is the meanest scolding i ever gave anyone this few years. which you can see the extent how pissed i am.
geog. geog. geog. stop bugging me. i know. i am trying. and it's not fair to make me do double when internet down. sigh. and when i just finish philo. which probably killed million of my brain cells.
anyway. it seems that the older you grow. more people will leave you one by one. why. why. why. why do they have to leave. and their exits are always.. so sudden. you know i don't know what to say. or what to do. i am really speechless.
i am really tired of pretending to be happy. i guess i first pretended to be happy when people always get freaked out when i looked sad. cus when i am sad. i am really sad. so have to look happy so that they dun get freaked out. but the truth is. from jan probably. how many days am i really happy? so out of 297 days. less than 30 definitely. suddenly fell in love wth all these old old songs. i love this man. it just describe my feelings these days.
望着你 突然一阵心痛
一次又一次任那感情放纵
你的脆弱 让我走不开
你的依赖 所以我存在
望着你 还是想到心痛
期待我做的 将来你都会懂
有一天 真如我有一天
但愿我还在你记忆中
fell in love at22:34