When fate decides to lend a hand,
all you have to do is go with the flow,
but when fate decides to turn its back on you,
you will have more to do than to fall and weep.
-kelli

decided to pull out in the peformance totally.

really can't do it. not that i am not upset. i just can't overcome it. and it just brings me to the point dat no matter how good you are. if you really can't overcome this, you are equal to nothing. was the opening item at first.. guess this thing is already over yah? anyway, it took too much of my time. just dat today rehearsal, the piece just went super super wrong. and ltr when i went to play myself. it turned out perfect. which made me really upset. one person maybe. but a whole load of audience suddenly bcame no way. but also maybe take it as a favour to the tcher planning to the concert man. she wanted to take out somebody anw. it was a bit too long.

anw. the problem is. i still need to overcome this for my exam. which suddenly become freakingly stressing. come to think of it. dere were a few times in history dat i was just plain lucky. my tcher (the one dat taught me for quite long) was right. this is really hindering me from making any major progress. seems lke people around me wans to help me now. cus i am perfectly comfortable wth duets but once i am alone. notes just start going wrong. but i am really tryingg. haha. and someone was asking me if i could perform on the 17th. and i was lke perform again? anw, it clashes wth vip camp. so no hope anw.

ah. help me pull through this.

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