Sunday, February 12, 2006
hehs. blooging again! altho i spent bulk of the time sleeping today. i need my darrrling sleep!
anw. was chatting wth alvin sir. hes really a veryvery good missy. hahaha. with him around, everything sure ok de. hmm. learnt alot from him yeah. founds out that i am extremely underweight from him. hehh. and firstaid duty yay! its really becoming my fav. gradually found my interest. hahaha. think they really motivate a few of us in firstaid and evac. i am now really like firstaid siaooo.
hahha. and i forgot to sayy. ytd meet samantha also at amk. hai. think sometimes i never kept my promise lorh. i see her also paiseh lehs. sighh. sighh. how. and somemore yiyan was telling me to take a break. taking too many things alr. but what to do. my volunteering time is always dat much de. even i dont spent alot of time on redcross. in e end still spent on other organisations de mah. hahaha. anw. i dont think rc takes up alot of time laa. hahaha.
den just now. went my god mother's house. den saw kor's photos on the table. really miss him yep. gone for more than one year now. and i suddenly feel tears. but din wanna cry in front of the others and upset all the others. all so happy celebrating yuan xiao. den just say i need to buy something for tmr, found an excuse to get out of ther. just hid and cryy. felt much better. alot alot betterrr.
yep. i know i am avoiding alot of qsns ppl ask nowadays. somehow people just ask whyy. if i don really wanna answer.. i would just sayy if you think so lorh. hehs. soorry. dats my way of avoiding. altho it's no good yeah. everyone just treat certain things as a norm. and if you are out of the norm, qsns will just start bombing lorh. but anw feel that is maybe i accept things that are out of the norm more readily. sure some of you guys out there will feel it. remb some of you all sharing wth me.. den u all very surprised that i din ask so many qsns why when uu guys all told me yr stories. hahah. and i remb my reply was as long as uu r happy, everything is finee de. hee. and thankks so much for all yr sms-es nowadays. i know i never reply. and most of you all are reading all this out there i know. but thankks aha. lurvee all of you guys! =)
yeah. dats my character. an extreme INFP i guess. but wells. you can say i am extrovert in most people eyes i guess. cus ppl alwaiz say dey share their secrets wth me. ok lorh. hahah but i am sure everyone only share their closest secrets to a certain small group of people only. sudd made me thot abt mr danny yeo. hes a psycologist hahha. made me more aware of myself. wonder how he ish now. lost contact wth quite a number of good frens yeah. suddenly when uu hve so many ppl to keep in touch wth, it suddenly gets harder. hahah inverse variation. as yr age increases.. responsibility increase, yr circle of friends bcome smaller. sometimes we just wish we remain in our childhood right? heeh.
fell in love at22:54
