Friday, March 03, 2006
i wasnt sure if it was right. but i am sure that it wasnt wrong. a reply to all your worries and qsns? yups. nodds head. i wun spend all my time on rc. don worry.
anw. back from cell group. somehow felt a bit detached not going for so long. yepp jianxiong was there as usual and stuff. but i ended up being super quiet today. no idea why. then took a cab back home. and real tired out. so today. after the usual stuff, went home change and decided to go hq to help p2 do a bit of sai kang.. reach there at about 4 plus.. den met jen at 6.30.. went to have jap food before going kelly's house. kelly's real sweets mans. oh mann. lurveee her.
and e mentioning of e name kelly made me realise i know like 3 kellys? and at least 3 desmonds. and hai. cant be bothered to count e others. and i have a feeling i am losing my voice again. hehh. this is super badd mans. anyway. finish collating the evac results hehh. wasnt too disappointed. was overall quite ok. which make me thhink about what i want to do tmr afternoon. should i go to one of my units (redcross again.) or should i practice my piano or should i just stay at home and sleep (since i am quite lack of sleep) or i can do some other thing. which includes going to awwa. omg. i have like 5 choices hahaha. maybe use the flower petal method to decide since i cant really decide :o hahaha.
maybe i should just go for my darling SLEEP! :P hahaha. oh wells since sat is fdc. kinda feel weird seeing the kids worry abt fdc and encouraging each other wth e jiayous and stuff. somehow to fdc and maybe other comps also. i just hve like no response. hehh. maybe grown out of the stage hehh. i mean i cant really recall the last timee i have this feeling. the excitement. the fear that u will just screwed up. all the encouragement. letters. jiayous. notes. wdv. and a few years back. u will seee all of them polishing boots (not many care nowadays) hehh.
was reading wanling's blog. made me misss my year so much. i din know i misss them so much. omg. and i suddenly miss the days i was a nco. and suddenly i find myself suddenly a vi. different environment. different cadets. not so vocal. not so confident. (in comparison) and yet i have to deal with them. yeah. it aint easy. but slowly adapting. i think i am the only vi in my batch that is plunge into a totally new environment
alone. but well. i think i will enjoy. i know i will.
fell in love at00:39
