Sunday, April 09, 2006
FREAK. die die die.
i have like a thousand things to do. my whiteboard is full of things. and mind you. my whiteboard is as big as one wall of a normal room. i am dropping violin. i am dropping redcross. it's not easy to drop both. but well. trying to. my plate's too full. so everything screwed. cus why the helll am i torturing myself. sleeping in e wee hrs of e night and waking up darn early in e mrng. which result in kept falling sickk. feel like a failure mans. at least in rg. altho life was not much of a mercy but at least could get things done. now i have a million things craming in my brain. things that are not a must to do but i should do.
i am sorry sorry sorry. i just plain bombarded some innocent people today. i am feeling darn lousy. the only meal i ate was breakfast and breakfast today. and got a call today. when i was only half awake.
caller: could you help in organising e mid authmn festival thing this year?
me: mmmm.... HUH. ERRRR. i dont think i have the time.
caller: harrr. can one la.. wun spend much of your time. pleasseeee.
me: (yah right, sounded so nice. but thinking no pt arguing) i get back to you can?
caller: harr. can la can la. can right? (and contd wth a whole load of persuasive language)
me: i will get back to you. *slams the phone*
this mid authmn festival thing is no small event okay. not when it is like this whole evening wth like a thousand people. involving not-so-normal people. or rather not fit and working youths or adults. but many things to consider. mobility. kind of food. and etc.
it's good to appreciate people. cus many people feel unappreciative. even tho many might not read it. so here is it.
jen: great sis and always giving me sound advice.
zing: thanks for hearing me rant on wed. hahaha aft all four years, you are still the one that always hear me rant. love you gal.
candy: always crap wth me. de-stress. hahaha.
gloria: another one. and so much more nonsese. anyone will think we are just plain crazy!
eric: yup, alwaiz there when i need help. nag at me at all my weird habits. but yep, i know you meant well. thanks for sharing yr ideas wth me!
zhaoting: alwaiz there to irritate me and feel lke smashing uu wth eggtarts. but at the end of the day.. make me dono to laugh or to cry.
brose: your spirit really aspire me to continue helping out mans!
yiyan: always willing to help me as long as you can (:
ky: enjoy the time that i spend sharing wth him on the mrt and lrt. altho donno each other long.
ling: cont do look at e positive side which you always have. thanks for sharing all yr problems wth me.
ahh. considering i got 2more hrs to a few deadlines. i shall stop here and continue another day.
fell in love at22:01
