Friday, April 14, 2006
just taking a breather from all the work. kind of tired. somehow everyones saying dont burnout. dont burnout. but i won say i am burnout. just immune to e burnout. i used to cant stand the nonsense the kids give me. but now. so be it. i would say frankly i dono what to do with them. i feel old. it seems like a communication barrier btwn us. they are somehow full of energy. yes. like i said. i feel old. somehow what they say will really make me laugh. yet i don feel like correcting them. yes it's good to be innocent sometimes. but when you open the door to reality. i wonder if this is helping or harming them. defining the target audience? is it to help the unit. or help them. somehow sometimes we don see where all these ish going ya.
hee. i am rc-free until e 21st yay. and so 19th will be e official day i join back awwa huuh. so much for missing me. yeah. making a promise to go back on the 19th now. can just whack me straight if i don. it's good to know you are missed sometimes. you feel more treasurered. and that spurs people to work harder actually. but while talking about all these. it creates a strain in my transportation costs you know. HAHAH. okay just that i keep going around and depleting my ezlink value like an exponential graph. anyone wans to reimburse my transport cost? hehe. nah just a joke.
anyway. was chatting wth aikheng(sir) and chiuweng(sir) last night. and a few nights before also. seems like one is looking fwd on his trip on 9th nxt mth and one enjoying himself at germany. yupyup. thanks to both for their concerm mans. and one to his overly-concern. hahaha. wells. they are one of the few that can comprehend what i think i suppose. but i think chiuweng wanted to tell me abt his prague trip but sorry i think me was too tired to read off the computer screen last night. hahaha sorrrie. somehow i kept dao-ing him in a sense that i always fall asleep in front of the comp or smth. and eric. out of my so-called depression. your darling sms-es really make me donno to laugh or to cry. i was laughing yet felt tears out of my tearglands yep. thanks guys.
fell in love at16:15
