Monday, April 24, 2006
went back to awwa on weds. really touched by the warmth mans. hearing them calling me all over. it's tiring yet fufiling. i had quite a hard day with lunch only at 4pm. because they are terribly lack of staff as usual. and i became the permanant translator there because all the staff couldnt speak dialects or chinese. so it was as usual. a hectic day.
much as i love the satisfaction that comes behind it. it comes with a price to pay. i still don know how to say no. i still don know how to reject. which results in all my time gone somehow. it is a skill though to learn how to say no.
i think i am on my way to some eating disorder. somehow either i am hungry all the time or gorging myself with food. i am like having a meal ever 3 hours??! ahahha. and now i am waiting for my mee to be ready when i had dinner around an hour plus ago. sigh. i feel sinful. when i finished around half a box of the beeeg box of chocolates. and miraclously. i lost weight! omg. cant believe it right. yup. cus they were taking height and weight today. and so since i hadnt took weight since i last saw the doctor a few mths ago. so decided to weigh myself. and cant believe it lost 4kg. hahaha. owells. it's a miracle considering how much i feed myself. hahaha. eating is a stress reliever mans. esp chocolates. dussen eating chocolates make you feel happy? (:
anyways. my mee is nearly done. shall go and eat!
fell in love at20:04
