Sunday, May 14, 2006
i feel that i am going crazy. yes the word is feel. so i am not yet.
yup my grandfather has stablised a bit. yet it doesnt mean there will be no changes. and to think that all of them have been quarreling about this thing called money. yeah. where the hell were they where they was endless bills to pay? i know dad and one of my aunts cant take it anymore. be it physically or financially. so was paying quite a lot of things on my own. even my stupid bro's hp bill. i still cant really figure out why he needs a hp. but whatever.. if it makes him shut up.
so i gotta remind myself linkamania is coming up. so is ulp. cant afford to just push it aside anymore. like i did the past one and a half week. and kind of leaving my two units, elderly and kids in isolation which also leads to the horrible email accumulation. (somehow they link). i kind of wanted to say that i cant do ulp on thurs. but wells. since they are short of people. i shall try to cope the best i can, i guess. i was in stoning mood this whole week. stone.
fell in love at11:09