Sunday, July 29, 2007
i feel as though i am like dying. anyone feels the same?
hehh. thank God that CAC is over! it was okay. learnt some stuff from ck sir. was there the whole period. at the expense of something of cus. sorry! hope you know who you are. i was on stoned mood after CAC. i know this event i only gave my 60 percent of my usual efficiency. maybe worn out or something. then i was thinking about a lot of things. about everything. about nothing. until my mind was just BLANK.
and i met daniel. had a lot of things to say to him at first but somehow my mind was still blank after a while. stoned. dazed. so i kept quiet almost the whole night. which was so unusual of me. when i reached home. i just sat on my bed and stoned. and my brother was on the comp. mummy asked if i was okay and if i was sick. but stubborn me refused to cry in front of her so i fought back my tears and somehow fell asleep. leaving my bubble tea untouched. my greedy brother drank it in the end.
so i can finally focus on my schoolwork and never ending projects. this is so hard to go through. but i suppose i still have 14 mths of jc life to go. and time seems to be crawling. like MAD.
today.
i didnt feel too good also. i did some random stuff. besides the norm. having chem test tmr but i am not studying at all. i dont know why. suddenly i am not worried about flunking. today i saw jx. when i saw him today.. for once i just wanted to cry on his shoulder and admit that i am tired.
so long.
fell in love at21:01
